I'm not here...this isn't happening...
i hate school...i never ever want to go back...but i am tomarrow...i was lucky to have missed two days...i don't want to study...i don't want to do anything really...
yesterday was fun. hung out w/ cameron, lizard, henna, and didi...supposed to have had mike too...but he ditched...no hard feelings though because that's just the way he is...anyways...
simon came to 21grams with us...but only after the movie was over...after that i had shittiness...b/c of stupid shit...then i went to see brett b/c i was so pissed off that i was shaking and couldn't really drive properly and he always mellows me out...don't know why...should make me more on edge...but doesn't...went to derek's to see jared...more shit happened later...but i don't remember too much b/c i was under the influence...then, went to hang out with justin...love that kid...he sang me two new songs because he likes to listen to music while he's under the influence so he thought i'd like it...i did...told him it was beautiful...then he decided he wanted to be under the influence...so we went to his friends and he became under the influence...then he got affectionate just like he said he would...then i left...and got home around 10:30...went to bed...got up at 9:30 and went to school....
i want a cigarette...i have them...but i'm trying to use them sparingly b/c i have not many left and no money and alot of gas...so no need to ask my dad for the money...then spend change on cigarettes...
i hate school...i also hate when people think you did something when you didn't...i don't know why but it makes me mad that people think that...not mad really...just a little upset...i mean...it's not that i'm ashamed if i had done it for real, and i'm not saying i wouldn't ever do it...it's just, i haven't done it yet...and i don't like people to have the wrong idea...it's hard to explain...like that strokes song...anyways...
i also talked to that girl i don't really talk to anymore...but miss...made me miss her more...but it was nice to talk to her...the end.
no...i want a cigarette...the end.
yesterday was fun. hung out w/ cameron, lizard, henna, and didi...supposed to have had mike too...but he ditched...no hard feelings though because that's just the way he is...anyways...
simon came to 21grams with us...but only after the movie was over...after that i had shittiness...b/c of stupid shit...then i went to see brett b/c i was so pissed off that i was shaking and couldn't really drive properly and he always mellows me out...don't know why...should make me more on edge...but doesn't...went to derek's to see jared...more shit happened later...but i don't remember too much b/c i was under the influence...then, went to hang out with justin...love that kid...he sang me two new songs because he likes to listen to music while he's under the influence so he thought i'd like it...i did...told him it was beautiful...then he decided he wanted to be under the influence...so we went to his friends and he became under the influence...then he got affectionate just like he said he would...then i left...and got home around 10:30...went to bed...got up at 9:30 and went to school....
i want a cigarette...i have them...but i'm trying to use them sparingly b/c i have not many left and no money and alot of gas...so no need to ask my dad for the money...then spend change on cigarettes...
i hate school...i also hate when people think you did something when you didn't...i don't know why but it makes me mad that people think that...not mad really...just a little upset...i mean...it's not that i'm ashamed if i had done it for real, and i'm not saying i wouldn't ever do it...it's just, i haven't done it yet...and i don't like people to have the wrong idea...it's hard to explain...like that strokes song...anyways...
i also talked to that girl i don't really talk to anymore...but miss...made me miss her more...but it was nice to talk to her...the end.
no...i want a cigarette...the end.