It is a time of change
There always seems to be something magical about the fall. It has always been a time of leaf turning for me and it seems now, for others. This is such an interesting time, we get to see so many developments, so many changes, are they for the best? No one knows, and in the grand scheme of time, what right do we have to waste our precious time figuring it out?
I wish all the best, from the bottom of my heart. And I know, deep down somewhere, that everyone wishes the best for everyone else.
On a less jovial note, I have a secret. Its a bad secret, the kind that will hurt someone, maybe. Maybe it will only hurt me, and I should just see the writing on the wall. Again, only may tell, and in the worst case, it may just be another learning experience. I need for my personal life to experience a truly positive development, has it? Or shall my personal and professional life be forever intertwined and the perceptible success in one be reflected in the other? If so, am I doomed?
Introspection is such a scary thing? Is true fear not what is out there, but what is inside? As I heard on a show the other night, is it better to be the monster in the dark and know no one can get you, or is it better to be the person, human, but unaware of what is out there? I think I need to become the monster, so I can appreciate being the human.
Till then...
I wish all the best, from the bottom of my heart. And I know, deep down somewhere, that everyone wishes the best for everyone else.
On a less jovial note, I have a secret. Its a bad secret, the kind that will hurt someone, maybe. Maybe it will only hurt me, and I should just see the writing on the wall. Again, only may tell, and in the worst case, it may just be another learning experience. I need for my personal life to experience a truly positive development, has it? Or shall my personal and professional life be forever intertwined and the perceptible success in one be reflected in the other? If so, am I doomed?
Introspection is such a scary thing? Is true fear not what is out there, but what is inside? As I heard on a show the other night, is it better to be the monster in the dark and know no one can get you, or is it better to be the person, human, but unaware of what is out there? I think I need to become the monster, so I can appreciate being the human.
Till then...