Aug 17, 2004 16:31
Its alright so far.
My uncle wants me to quit smokeing, its not going to happen. ive quit enough things in my life...and im not ready to quit smoking.
so i run the kitchen at his store.
fuck this, its depressing typing in this thing, and reading them.its not like im anywhere near anyone. why do i want to hear about what i could have been doing. i fucking hate this.
FUCK LIFE, i dont want to grow up, i dont want to go to college, i dont want to get married, i dont want to work, i dont want kids, i dont want to eat, i dont even want to get high...my life was soposed to end early, it sounds crazy, but its true, ive lived long in other lifes, this was my break. now i dont see how i can fix this situation. ya all though i was going down the wrong path with the meth and all, but you were all fucking WRONG i was never soposed to quit, i was soposed to die. now im fucked.fuck.i dont want to here about how my friends and family need me or think im cool...fuck all you guys, this was my life and i didnt want to live this long.