Dec 27, 2005 13:39
Mike an I are just friends now. I don't know how long I can act like I'm okay with that, but I suppose i don't have much of a choice. He is in love with me still, so he says, and he doesn't want to see other people...but is "scared"???? I know he is running, and I don't want to loose him, so what can I do, other than be his friend?
I still plan on going to school, I will just stay here instead of somewhere close to moscow. I know I will meet other guys, especially when I go to school, but I'm going to try and focus on myself for a while. "good luck me"
I have a broken heart, I'm trying to tape it back together, at least some of the larger pieces, but the tape isn't strong enough.
*Karri