days
finally broke the spell
4 months sober a few days ago, made it through one holiday, my brothers' wedding, a few fights, a handful of disappointments. not over yet. but the beginning has been ok. things aren't as bad as i thought they'd be, yet
but, still not any happier, or any less discontented. still no clarity. and i still feel like garbage when i wake up.
but at least i am in control 100% of the time even if i dont know why
4 months sober a few days ago, made it through one holiday, my brothers' wedding, a few fights, a handful of disappointments. not over yet. but the beginning has been ok. things aren't as bad as i thought they'd be, yet
but, still not any happier, or any less discontented. still no clarity. and i still feel like garbage when i wake up.
but at least i am in control 100% of the time even if i dont know why