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Apr 22, 2007 23:45

Here's Abe.

Friends in Austin know the tall chubby guy who talked to people and did his thing. He was quiet and a little sad sometimes. Don't forget dumpy and useless.

Abe went off to school. Abe's becoming another person. Even Abe doesn't recognize him. It's one of the scariest things he's ever experienced. All of the people here are used to a happy and bouncy Abe, he's outgoing, friendly, and a snazzy dresser. Abe is well balanced and talks to everyone.

Abe is having an identity crisis. The person inside and the person outside are at odds. Changing and morphing, but deep down still the old abe.

Almost nobody here knows who I was, and when i try to explain it they give me a confused look like i could never be that way. It's both maddening and saddening at the same time. They think they know me, and nobody does. The funny thing is, I came back up here, and what happened? I started to change even more.
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I wrote the above lines months ago, i had logged in to post something, and it was restored from my last time on... months ago... its been going on longer than i thought. i had forgotten about this.

americana makes so much sense right now.
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