Back at school.
I love being at school, don't get me wrong. I'm just feeling out of place suddenly. Maybe I'm just in one of my random weird moods. It'll pass, I hope. Maybe I'm a little homesick because Mom and I didn't get to spend that much time together this summer. And I do miss Kayla like crazy. I miss the cool people I worked with too. I love my friends here... REALLY I DO, but I am feeling disconnected from them. Maybe it's because I'm living by myself this year. I love my room, but maybe I need to be with people lol
I do find myself lonely. I feel cut off from everyone. And I feel like I read too much into things when I'm alone for too long.
I miss my sister like crazy too. The anticipation of her homecoming makes me miss her even more. I know it's so close, but it just seems like its so far away.
On a less depressing note... My 21st birthday was amazing, and thank you to my friends for making it so wonderful. It was honestly the best birthday ever. I have had some pretty crappy birthdays. Kayla's presents were hilarious. She bought me a beer bong lol. Try opening that at Cheddar's with kids around. Oh my... lol Amanda and Bri threw me a party at their house, which was pretty fun. Good times, my homies.
I think I'm going home on Sept. 29th so I can work, and see some people from home. I wish I had a car so I could drive up to Mo-town to see Kayla. She sounds like she's having a blast.
I'm thinking about grad school. I've thought a lot about law school lately. It could happen. I'll probably stay in state because I'm a really poor kid and my parents won't help me with grad school lol I wouldn't say I'm poor, but I don't think I will have enough money to pay for school out of state, plus an apartment, plus a car. I don't even know if I can afford to go on spring break this year. If I really want a car at the end of this year, I need to work as much as I possibly can. Hopefully next semester I will be able to find a job around Buckhannon. Am I rambling? Oh well lol
My aunt and uncle are building an AWESOME new house in Mo-town. They're setting up a little apartment downstairs. They told me that if I go to school at WVU I could live there. That would probably be the most convenient thing to do. Kayla also said that maybe we could get an apartment together, which would also rock. I don't know why the hell she wants to move into an apartment when she has such a sweet house. They'll get to move in at the beginning of October. I can't wait to see the finished product. It's like my dream home. I hope I have a house like that someday...
This is random, but I have decided that if a guy really likes you and wants a relationship, he'll do everything possible to be with you. No games. I have yet to find a guy willing to do this. It makes me tired and annoyed. I've kind of given up on trying to find a nice guy. Not given up, but given it a rest for now. It's my last year here, so I doubt anyone is willing to start anything with me now... If he comes along, I'll go for it, but until then, I'm not worrying about it.
Just go with the flow... That's my motto.
Okay time to read now. I feel better after writing. :)
I do find myself lonely. I feel cut off from everyone. And I feel like I read too much into things when I'm alone for too long.
I miss my sister like crazy too. The anticipation of her homecoming makes me miss her even more. I know it's so close, but it just seems like its so far away.
On a less depressing note... My 21st birthday was amazing, and thank you to my friends for making it so wonderful. It was honestly the best birthday ever. I have had some pretty crappy birthdays. Kayla's presents were hilarious. She bought me a beer bong lol. Try opening that at Cheddar's with kids around. Oh my... lol Amanda and Bri threw me a party at their house, which was pretty fun. Good times, my homies.
I think I'm going home on Sept. 29th so I can work, and see some people from home. I wish I had a car so I could drive up to Mo-town to see Kayla. She sounds like she's having a blast.
I'm thinking about grad school. I've thought a lot about law school lately. It could happen. I'll probably stay in state because I'm a really poor kid and my parents won't help me with grad school lol I wouldn't say I'm poor, but I don't think I will have enough money to pay for school out of state, plus an apartment, plus a car. I don't even know if I can afford to go on spring break this year. If I really want a car at the end of this year, I need to work as much as I possibly can. Hopefully next semester I will be able to find a job around Buckhannon. Am I rambling? Oh well lol
My aunt and uncle are building an AWESOME new house in Mo-town. They're setting up a little apartment downstairs. They told me that if I go to school at WVU I could live there. That would probably be the most convenient thing to do. Kayla also said that maybe we could get an apartment together, which would also rock. I don't know why the hell she wants to move into an apartment when she has such a sweet house. They'll get to move in at the beginning of October. I can't wait to see the finished product. It's like my dream home. I hope I have a house like that someday...
This is random, but I have decided that if a guy really likes you and wants a relationship, he'll do everything possible to be with you. No games. I have yet to find a guy willing to do this. It makes me tired and annoyed. I've kind of given up on trying to find a nice guy. Not given up, but given it a rest for now. It's my last year here, so I doubt anyone is willing to start anything with me now... If he comes along, I'll go for it, but until then, I'm not worrying about it.
Just go with the flow... That's my motto.
Okay time to read now. I feel better after writing. :)