Whoa... long time no entry.
Well... It's been a while. I had a pretty mellow weekend. Saturday was fun because I got to spend it with my mom. Dad tagged along too, and he was annoying as usual, but I remained calm and ignored every word :-) Trying to remain positive. It's been hard this week. Damn you, Hormones. I have been down the past few days, but now I'm trying to get back on track.
I found out exciting news today, which will be shared momentarily because right now it's shhh... That made me way happy :-)
Anyway, about trying to stay happy. I've been really hard on myself lately. I've been putting myself down and just being completely unkind. It's a really cliche saying, but I have always been told that you should treat yourself as you would treat your best friend. Well, lately I haven't been treating myself good at all. I need to start taking better care of myself. I need to laugh. I find it hard to laugh lately. I need to smile more. I need to look at my life and see the good in it and smile. I need to find people around me who are more positive and be around them. I need to stop thinking that everyone hates me. I need to stop thinking that I'm never going to be good enough for anyone. And I need to stop thinking that I will never be successful in my life. And most of all, I need to stop thinking that there is this huge rain cloud over my head that will never go away, and that I am the only person that is getting a rainstorm.
I need hope.
Things/people that I am thankful for:
*my mom
*my sister
*Kayla
*Amanda
*I had a good shopping day on Saturday lol plus, QT with mom.
*I have awesome friends.
*Spring break is almost here.
*I eat healthier than the average college student. Weird thing to be thankful for, but I am.
*Everyone in my family or circle of friends is healthy :-)
*I am actually coming up with poems and stories to write.
*I am a clean and fairly neat person.
*I haven't been sick in a loonnng time.
*my nieces and nephew-good kids and I love them
*Peanut butter pancakes. Enough said.
*new people coming into my life and surprising me
Yup. Things are looking up now. I feel better, which means life can only get better!
"Stand up to your obstacles and do something about them. You will find that they haven't half the strength you think they have."
"You'll always get an idea if you think and don't panic."
"The minute your feelings are hurt, do just as when you hurt your finger. Put some spiritual iodine on the hurt at once by saying a prayer of love and forgiveness."
"Become a specialist in doing the 'wholly impossible,' the things that 'can't' be done."
"Be sure to image right, for we tend to become as we see ourselves. So see yourself confidently."
:-)
I found out exciting news today, which will be shared momentarily because right now it's shhh... That made me way happy :-)
Anyway, about trying to stay happy. I've been really hard on myself lately. I've been putting myself down and just being completely unkind. It's a really cliche saying, but I have always been told that you should treat yourself as you would treat your best friend. Well, lately I haven't been treating myself good at all. I need to start taking better care of myself. I need to laugh. I find it hard to laugh lately. I need to smile more. I need to look at my life and see the good in it and smile. I need to find people around me who are more positive and be around them. I need to stop thinking that everyone hates me. I need to stop thinking that I'm never going to be good enough for anyone. And I need to stop thinking that I will never be successful in my life. And most of all, I need to stop thinking that there is this huge rain cloud over my head that will never go away, and that I am the only person that is getting a rainstorm.
I need hope.
Things/people that I am thankful for:
*my mom
*my sister
*Kayla
*Amanda
*I had a good shopping day on Saturday lol plus, QT with mom.
*I have awesome friends.
*Spring break is almost here.
*I eat healthier than the average college student. Weird thing to be thankful for, but I am.
*Everyone in my family or circle of friends is healthy :-)
*I am actually coming up with poems and stories to write.
*I am a clean and fairly neat person.
*I haven't been sick in a loonnng time.
*my nieces and nephew-good kids and I love them
*Peanut butter pancakes. Enough said.
*new people coming into my life and surprising me
Yup. Things are looking up now. I feel better, which means life can only get better!
"Stand up to your obstacles and do something about them. You will find that they haven't half the strength you think they have."
"You'll always get an idea if you think and don't panic."
"The minute your feelings are hurt, do just as when you hurt your finger. Put some spiritual iodine on the hurt at once by saying a prayer of love and forgiveness."
"Become a specialist in doing the 'wholly impossible,' the things that 'can't' be done."
"Be sure to image right, for we tend to become as we see ourselves. So see yourself confidently."
:-)