I hate studying...and about my luv life
Like, look at this.....i'm not supposed to be writing in my journal...i'm supposed to be studying....but its sooo BORING!! Especially the second time around lol...damn stupid me.
But this stuff i passed last time...it was the lab that i failed, therefore failing the whole class....boo-urns to that i says.
All my school friends are graduating in a couple weeks...their gonna take their big test and then all become registered Vet Techs....and i still gotta go back to school in the fall :(
I probably won't see most of my classmates again either...or anytime soon at least...they'll all be leaving the province to start their careers...very sad :(
So yah, my final for my one class this semester is tomorrow...1pm. joyous...i think it'll be easy...i still remember some of the stuff that was on the final last year, and i just finished going through all my stuff for the first round, and it didn't take much time at all...and i knew most of the stuff anyways...easy easy.
I think i'm ADD...my bro is...so i don't see why i couldn't be. I just can't sit still and concentrate like i used to! i wanna go play on the comp for a minute, go see if anyone messaged me..clean my room even!! like, i NEVER clean my room! lol. only during finals week....so iow, only twice a year. or when me and root_beer feel ambitious.
its only 8:30...what am i gonna do? i told my friends that i can't do anything tonite cuz i'm studying...but i didn't realize how little i had to study for this exam...so all my friends are out doing something else...maybe i should take a bath? my feet are still super sore from this weekend of work...
I got asked out three times this past two weeks....from different guys. two i declined, one i dunno what i'm gonna do. My friends say i'm too picky. I wouldn't be single right now if i wasn't so picky...well yah, no shit. A gal's gotta be picky..life is short, why waste it with someone dork that you'll date for a few months then dump cuz he bores you?
But see, my problem is is that i don't attract the guys that i'm attracted to. I get asked out by older guys (around 30 years old...), and by guys i'm not attracted to, like 'big boned' men...fat, to put it bluntly. I do once in a while attract some cuties...but there's always something wrong with him...usually something my friends find wrong with him. 'He's a tool, he's never even had a gf, he tried to pick me up, blah blah blah..' well, he's not a tool to me, and he's probably seeing if he can pick you up cuz i turned him down and he wants to see if he can make me jelous.
or, the guy i like, one of my friends like lol. meh. or i won't even like the guy, but he likes me, and one of my friends likes him...so he's hands off (those are the rules i usually go by)
I look back at all the guys i've dated.....I've never liked any of them first...i've never dated one of my crushes, which i find sad...cuz thats a girl's dream come true. To go out with her crush of the moment. My past bf's all liked me first...my one niters are usually guys that picked me up, and not the other way around...not always, but usually.
There are a couple guys i think are really cute right now...but i know they'd never go out with me, cuz thats just the way things are....
maybe i need to wait for that 'love at first site' thing.....
But this stuff i passed last time...it was the lab that i failed, therefore failing the whole class....boo-urns to that i says.
All my school friends are graduating in a couple weeks...their gonna take their big test and then all become registered Vet Techs....and i still gotta go back to school in the fall :(
I probably won't see most of my classmates again either...or anytime soon at least...they'll all be leaving the province to start their careers...very sad :(
So yah, my final for my one class this semester is tomorrow...1pm. joyous...i think it'll be easy...i still remember some of the stuff that was on the final last year, and i just finished going through all my stuff for the first round, and it didn't take much time at all...and i knew most of the stuff anyways...easy easy.
I think i'm ADD...my bro is...so i don't see why i couldn't be. I just can't sit still and concentrate like i used to! i wanna go play on the comp for a minute, go see if anyone messaged me..clean my room even!! like, i NEVER clean my room! lol. only during finals week....so iow, only twice a year. or when me and root_beer feel ambitious.
its only 8:30...what am i gonna do? i told my friends that i can't do anything tonite cuz i'm studying...but i didn't realize how little i had to study for this exam...so all my friends are out doing something else...maybe i should take a bath? my feet are still super sore from this weekend of work...
I got asked out three times this past two weeks....from different guys. two i declined, one i dunno what i'm gonna do. My friends say i'm too picky. I wouldn't be single right now if i wasn't so picky...well yah, no shit. A gal's gotta be picky..life is short, why waste it with someone dork that you'll date for a few months then dump cuz he bores you?
But see, my problem is is that i don't attract the guys that i'm attracted to. I get asked out by older guys (around 30 years old...), and by guys i'm not attracted to, like 'big boned' men...fat, to put it bluntly. I do once in a while attract some cuties...but there's always something wrong with him...usually something my friends find wrong with him. 'He's a tool, he's never even had a gf, he tried to pick me up, blah blah blah..' well, he's not a tool to me, and he's probably seeing if he can pick you up cuz i turned him down and he wants to see if he can make me jelous.
or, the guy i like, one of my friends like lol. meh. or i won't even like the guy, but he likes me, and one of my friends likes him...so he's hands off (those are the rules i usually go by)
I look back at all the guys i've dated.....I've never liked any of them first...i've never dated one of my crushes, which i find sad...cuz thats a girl's dream come true. To go out with her crush of the moment. My past bf's all liked me first...my one niters are usually guys that picked me up, and not the other way around...not always, but usually.
There are a couple guys i think are really cute right now...but i know they'd never go out with me, cuz thats just the way things are....
maybe i need to wait for that 'love at first site' thing.....