(no subject)

May 14, 2005 23:35

oh, wow, this is funny. I decided that I wouldn't study for the chem final...just decided not to do it. At all. Not because I don't care, but somehow, I had this idea in my head that even if I didn't look at the shit that I KNEW I'd be getting tested on, everything would somehow work out. There was/is no logic behind it, and i can't for the life of me explain why I was so calm about it. Naturally, I'd forgotten all the necessary material from the first half of the semester. I'd forgotten all the formulas. Had neither the time nor the desire to try and rederive them... Got an F on the final. (no shit!) So now my exam grades look like:
A A A A F.
And I get to have a B in the easiest fucking class on the planet.
I don't know what I was thinking. My prof is gonna think I had an anneurysm during the final or something....

anyway, I guess I don't mind getting a B in chem as opposed to any of my physics classes, cause at least i don't have any insecurities about this shit. It was my bitch before and I can make it my bitch again any damn time I feel like it. Grr.

fuck it. it's over, I'm burnt out.
Previous post Next post
Up