Aug 22, 2009 04:53
I don't understand it when people try to use the girls from your past against you. Not really against you, but in that I-know-a-secret-about-you sort of way.
What's the secret?
I thought we had something. She didn't. I asked, twice. At least one time I was polite. In the end it really doesn’t matter. I am not one of those boys that needs to wonder if Hell is exothermic when a girl tells him it will be a cold night in Hell before she sleeps with him again.
At least not anymore. I am too jaded. I've loved too many girls that didn't love me, and too many girls loved me whom I couldn't bring myself to love.
I don't know how to explain that love, and by proxy sex, means very little when it takes three shots of tequila just to make me wonder what might have been.