#57 - 09Jan2011 6AM - 630AM The worst half an hour of 2011.
Fuckkkkk I fell asleep at 6am and had freaking bad nightmare that the word nightmare is underrated! The dream is fucking scary!! I thought I woke up for alot of time but I'm still in the dream fuck.
The dream went that:
I fell asleep and had a dream of me at my work place gonna head back home but I OT till 7pm and it was damn dark then chels called t ask if she want she and Justin come pick me up from work and head t dinner then I said ok but I was halfway out of office and the place was freaking scary just damn gloomy sky and noone maybe one or two guys here and there like lorry uncle all. Ok so I went back t offce t wait for chels then she came but in motorbike and w this guy that's not justin idk who that is cos he's quite far away. Chels and I started talking and smt bout her was v different she's freaky, I realized that she's not chels like possessed or smt. The outer shell is chels but she is not her so I push her away and she keep grabbing me so I prayed while I struggle t get away from her grip then I woke up!
I was under my blanket, as usual, in my room tv still on and everything else as when I fall asleep. I went t on my room light it took a while t on so I tried my bed light it got switched on but the light is v dim. Then I opened my door and went out of my room, saw my mom awake and you have no freaking idea how damn relieved I was! First thing I wanted t tell her was my bad dream then I saw a cat behind her and ask her why she bring a cat back home then she told me it's ok and all then i say but the cat doesnt gives me a good feeling then she just smile and all but SHE DONT SOUND &ACT LIKE MY MOM! so I shouted and say "your not my mom!" i look at the cat staring back at me w innocent eyes and said "You turn my mom into a cat!!" pushed her away and want t grab the cat and run but she wouldnt let me go, so I struggled w her and her face is demonic scary!! Fuck thinking bout it freaks me out alr. Anyway it resulted in me strangling her cos she wouldnt let me go. But she didnt die instead her neck got longer like know not the funny kinda stretch longer but the demonic kind like fuckkkkk I screammm but no voice came out
Then I woke up(2nd time) in shock. YES AGAIN. So I was thinking t myself ok I had a bad dream in a baddream now I really woke up it's gonna be ok. And I was thinking like "wha fucking scary, totally inception!" So woke up in my room, everything was at the state I left it when I went t bed, head t on the light straight but fuck it couldn't on. Open my room door and saw my cousins all at my place sleeping. Then one of my cousin was crying like mad while she pull me into the room and said this to me while crying "i font know how t tell you what happened but I only have 1 and a 1/2 hours t tell you this. You must know that they can follow you till your house downstairs but...." I freaked out at that sentence before she managed t finish her words cos the atmosphere just isnt right like smt bad just freaking happened. That's why they were all at my place.
Then omg yes I woke up(3rd time) gasping for air and I was like FUCK A NIGHTMARE IN A NIGHTMARE IN A HORRIBLE BAD DREAM! But I'm damn sure I'm awake this time! Thinking t myself ok all of that are freaking ass nightmares which are still damn scary thinking bout them. So woken by shock of the dream, I got out of my bed, tv on and everything of the room just as it is before I fall asleep. I took a breath and thought t myself what nightmares in nightmares. I lost count of the nightmares in nightmares and how many times I actually woke up but I was still in the dream. But I'm just relieve that I finally woke up for real. Tried t on the light, it fickled a little then I didn't want wait anymore I open my room door but my mom and uncle is not on their bed. It's still 6 plus in the morning. I freaked out really bad. Run around my house looking but noone was home, their bed was undone and all and it's just me at home in the dark at 6plus AM. I was alr like "FUCKKK IS THIS REAL?!" cos i really dont know which is dream which is reality anymore i was just fucking scared. Cos everytime I did it felt so real I got freaked out in the dream or scream out t get out of it and for that 3 4 times I thought I did but Im still in a dream. Do you all freaking know how fucking scary it is and it can be?! I do!! Like you had hopes when you woke up but bad freaking scary things happened and you thought it's real then you woke up feeling relieved but bad things happened again and the cycle repeats for a few times you're so exhausted by both fears and hopes. So while I panicked and freaked and am totally scare and not knowing what to do at my ends already, screaming.
I WOKE UP. I freaking woke up.(4th time) Like fuck I woke up w everything at it's state I left it, I woke up just like in my other nightmares when I woke up. I didn't know if I really DID wake up. I observed my surrounding its the same as the past few times when i wake up. Shit idk if its good or bad. Went t on my lights and it light up instantly. I look out of my window and it's still dark, open my room door and look straight into the room and saw mom and uncle still sleeping, by then I was quite sure I reallly really am awake in the real world. I head t the toilet and back t my room everything of the house looks fine, im really awake, not in my dream anymore.
Still freaking out frm the huge ultimte nightmare I decide t check what time it was, took iPhone for the time and it state 630AM. WTF I fell asleep at 6AM and during that half an hour sleeping i had been having nightmares in nightmares in nightmares in nightmares in a FUCKING BIG NIGHTMARE. Then my mom woke up and ask why wasn't I sleeping and I told her everything all the nightmares and then took my iPhone t update my livejournal w THIS post now before the memory of the scariest nightmare as a whole from 6am-630am slowly fade away. Fuck it might seems really weird but it was the worst half an hour dealing w so much things and hope of me waking up but in the end realized I haven't. I'm so so so fucking glad I'm up now. Kinda have fear of heading back t bed now but I need t.
Dear God, please keep me ,my family &those close t me safe in your arms. In Jesus name I sincerely pray to you, Amen.
Idk who would read word for word till the end. But its quite worth a read. WHAT AN EXPERIENCE, SERIOUSLY.
Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
The dream went that:
I fell asleep and had a dream of me at my work place gonna head back home but I OT till 7pm and it was damn dark then chels called t ask if she want she and Justin come pick me up from work and head t dinner then I said ok but I was halfway out of office and the place was freaking scary just damn gloomy sky and noone maybe one or two guys here and there like lorry uncle all. Ok so I went back t offce t wait for chels then she came but in motorbike and w this guy that's not justin idk who that is cos he's quite far away. Chels and I started talking and smt bout her was v different she's freaky, I realized that she's not chels like possessed or smt. The outer shell is chels but she is not her so I push her away and she keep grabbing me so I prayed while I struggle t get away from her grip then I woke up!
I was under my blanket, as usual, in my room tv still on and everything else as when I fall asleep. I went t on my room light it took a while t on so I tried my bed light it got switched on but the light is v dim. Then I opened my door and went out of my room, saw my mom awake and you have no freaking idea how damn relieved I was! First thing I wanted t tell her was my bad dream then I saw a cat behind her and ask her why she bring a cat back home then she told me it's ok and all then i say but the cat doesnt gives me a good feeling then she just smile and all but SHE DONT SOUND &ACT LIKE MY MOM! so I shouted and say "your not my mom!" i look at the cat staring back at me w innocent eyes and said "You turn my mom into a cat!!" pushed her away and want t grab the cat and run but she wouldnt let me go, so I struggled w her and her face is demonic scary!! Fuck thinking bout it freaks me out alr. Anyway it resulted in me strangling her cos she wouldnt let me go. But she didnt die instead her neck got longer like know not the funny kinda stretch longer but the demonic kind like fuckkkkk I screammm but no voice came out
Then I woke up(2nd time) in shock. YES AGAIN. So I was thinking t myself ok I had a bad dream in a baddream now I really woke up it's gonna be ok. And I was thinking like "wha fucking scary, totally inception!" So woke up in my room, everything was at the state I left it when I went t bed, head t on the light straight but fuck it couldn't on. Open my room door and saw my cousins all at my place sleeping. Then one of my cousin was crying like mad while she pull me into the room and said this to me while crying "i font know how t tell you what happened but I only have 1 and a 1/2 hours t tell you this. You must know that they can follow you till your house downstairs but...." I freaked out at that sentence before she managed t finish her words cos the atmosphere just isnt right like smt bad just freaking happened. That's why they were all at my place.
Then omg yes I woke up(3rd time) gasping for air and I was like FUCK A NIGHTMARE IN A NIGHTMARE IN A HORRIBLE BAD DREAM! But I'm damn sure I'm awake this time! Thinking t myself ok all of that are freaking ass nightmares which are still damn scary thinking bout them. So woken by shock of the dream, I got out of my bed, tv on and everything of the room just as it is before I fall asleep. I took a breath and thought t myself what nightmares in nightmares. I lost count of the nightmares in nightmares and how many times I actually woke up but I was still in the dream. But I'm just relieve that I finally woke up for real. Tried t on the light, it fickled a little then I didn't want wait anymore I open my room door but my mom and uncle is not on their bed. It's still 6 plus in the morning. I freaked out really bad. Run around my house looking but noone was home, their bed was undone and all and it's just me at home in the dark at 6plus AM. I was alr like "FUCKKK IS THIS REAL?!" cos i really dont know which is dream which is reality anymore i was just fucking scared. Cos everytime I did it felt so real I got freaked out in the dream or scream out t get out of it and for that 3 4 times I thought I did but Im still in a dream. Do you all freaking know how fucking scary it is and it can be?! I do!! Like you had hopes when you woke up but bad freaking scary things happened and you thought it's real then you woke up feeling relieved but bad things happened again and the cycle repeats for a few times you're so exhausted by both fears and hopes. So while I panicked and freaked and am totally scare and not knowing what to do at my ends already, screaming.
I WOKE UP. I freaking woke up.(4th time) Like fuck I woke up w everything at it's state I left it, I woke up just like in my other nightmares when I woke up. I didn't know if I really DID wake up. I observed my surrounding its the same as the past few times when i wake up. Shit idk if its good or bad. Went t on my lights and it light up instantly. I look out of my window and it's still dark, open my room door and look straight into the room and saw mom and uncle still sleeping, by then I was quite sure I reallly really am awake in the real world. I head t the toilet and back t my room everything of the house looks fine, im really awake, not in my dream anymore.
Still freaking out frm the huge ultimte nightmare I decide t check what time it was, took iPhone for the time and it state 630AM. WTF I fell asleep at 6AM and during that half an hour sleeping i had been having nightmares in nightmares in nightmares in nightmares in a FUCKING BIG NIGHTMARE. Then my mom woke up and ask why wasn't I sleeping and I told her everything all the nightmares and then took my iPhone t update my livejournal w THIS post now before the memory of the scariest nightmare as a whole from 6am-630am slowly fade away. Fuck it might seems really weird but it was the worst half an hour dealing w so much things and hope of me waking up but in the end realized I haven't. I'm so so so fucking glad I'm up now. Kinda have fear of heading back t bed now but I need t.
Dear God, please keep me ,my family &those close t me safe in your arms. In Jesus name I sincerely pray to you, Amen.
Idk who would read word for word till the end. But its quite worth a read. WHAT AN EXPERIENCE, SERIOUSLY.
Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.