i hate how things turned out.

[zhanhui]

now i feel pretty shitty. i wished i answered that a lot better. *sigh*.. watever. she'll jus keep thinking about this until she asks me again.

i don't wish to be a little kid anymore. i bet she hates how i turned out to be.

i wish aaron was here. at least he'd be able to make me forget things in all the right ways.

i know you're thinking that i'm giong to do this the wrong way again. and i probably will too.

i know this will go even more wrong. *sigh*.. watever.