Feb 12, 2005 23:06
Thank you Amanda for the FastWeb thing. It is helping ALOT. So, thanks, alot, Hero...
Why is it that everything that is going to happen takes so freaking long? I have SO MANY THINGS I want to do, but I can't do them. Why? It's not later. There is a certain something I want to do now, but I have so many "steps" before getting there. Then, there's Julia. I love her to death and I know I'm gonna marry her, but I can't do that for some time either.
The worst part is that I think I am going crazy. I keep thinking more abstract than usual, and not in a good way. Things need to slow down. Ironically, the paragraph above says things need to speed up. I need a VACATION!!!! Or some mental help, either would suffice.