Transition
I promised myself I wouldn’t write a sappy journal entry because who wants to read those.
My best friends just left my house Stephanie Willemin and Wilbert. They called me while I was burning a journal. Not my online one, but the one that I actually did “vent.” I wrote a person notes in there that I would never have enough courage to give them. Well I thought well If I’m cutting myself away from all the pain and heartbreak I went through this summer why keep the memories of notes saying “Maybe I won’t see you in 5 or 6 years, but perhaps when I do, I can smile and know that your ok.” Maybe not that, but I definitely probably wrote 50 letters to numerous people…mainly asshole. I can’t even bear to say his name now. SO anyways they came over. Wilbert was crying so much, then I cried, then Willemin just laughed at us. “What a freaking transition.” We laughed because out of high school Willemin and I got screwed with boyfriends, and got just said “You know what I’ll show them, here you go Steph” and Wilbert says thanks. So yeah, I had two bad relationships in high school….3 times a charm. “All you men are bastards and all you bastards know each other” - what’s movie is that from?! So basically we came to the decision that men are all bastards, and I’m not sure if Wilbert was kidding but I think she wants to get “bastard” as her license plate. Who knows? We talked about how drama was our lives! We spent 4 years taking drama classes being in plays. And we loved the stress, we ate it up! The beginning of the summer we sat in my backyard, and we ended it with a camel. I love those girls so much, I mean who else would throw a teddy bear at someone’s door at 2o’clock in the morning. None of us never fight, [well Wilbert and bicker but that’s just because we’re weird….and willemin and literly can read each others mind…it becomes scary at times]. So here’s some highlights of our conversation - Wilbert finally wears tampons [she called me up while she put it in?]
- Willemin got new glasses
- I have the worst summers
- Willemin got a tattoo
You know what I woke up at 7AM and I just can’t think about what happened in hour ago.
So my summer was horrible, so I worked every day, so I got used by someone I thought cared for me, so I went to prom with someone that didn’t want to be with me, so I almost swerved off the road today, so I ate out every freakin night this week, so I kissed a gay guy when I had too much to drink, so …….. Life goes on and so shall I!
Cheers *raising an apple juice box*
I’m 18, life can only get better. Until my next journal entry….
I miss ________!
My best friends just left my house Stephanie Willemin and Wilbert. They called me while I was burning a journal. Not my online one, but the one that I actually did “vent.” I wrote a person notes in there that I would never have enough courage to give them. Well I thought well If I’m cutting myself away from all the pain and heartbreak I went through this summer why keep the memories of notes saying “Maybe I won’t see you in 5 or 6 years, but perhaps when I do, I can smile and know that your ok.” Maybe not that, but I definitely probably wrote 50 letters to numerous people…mainly asshole. I can’t even bear to say his name now. SO anyways they came over. Wilbert was crying so much, then I cried, then Willemin just laughed at us. “What a freaking transition.” We laughed because out of high school Willemin and I got screwed with boyfriends, and got just said “You know what I’ll show them, here you go Steph” and Wilbert says thanks. So yeah, I had two bad relationships in high school….3 times a charm. “All you men are bastards and all you bastards know each other” - what’s movie is that from?! So basically we came to the decision that men are all bastards, and I’m not sure if Wilbert was kidding but I think she wants to get “bastard” as her license plate. Who knows? We talked about how drama was our lives! We spent 4 years taking drama classes being in plays. And we loved the stress, we ate it up! The beginning of the summer we sat in my backyard, and we ended it with a camel. I love those girls so much, I mean who else would throw a teddy bear at someone’s door at 2o’clock in the morning. None of us never fight, [well Wilbert and bicker but that’s just because we’re weird….and willemin and literly can read each others mind…it becomes scary at times]. So here’s some highlights of our conversation - Wilbert finally wears tampons [she called me up while she put it in?]
- Willemin got new glasses
- I have the worst summers
- Willemin got a tattoo
You know what I woke up at 7AM and I just can’t think about what happened in hour ago.
So my summer was horrible, so I worked every day, so I got used by someone I thought cared for me, so I went to prom with someone that didn’t want to be with me, so I almost swerved off the road today, so I ate out every freakin night this week, so I kissed a gay guy when I had too much to drink, so …….. Life goes on and so shall I!
Cheers *raising an apple juice box*
I’m 18, life can only get better. Until my next journal entry….
I miss ________!