Changing
lately stephanie and i have been changing alot. last night she brought up us taking a break again, and i broke down. sorry but it's hard when you fall back in love and do everything you can to make things work and it doesn't. she's been telling me that i don't let her do anything and i'm too controlling and i'm not sure that's what it is. because i'm really not like that. i discussed this with a few friends and they all have told me the same thing.
when i went to hug her and kiss her yesterday when i stopped by her house to give her flowers she pushed me away and told me to stop.
i want to be disconnected from this world right now. i can't lose her. maybe there's someone else involved i don't know about? probably not, but if there is...fuck.
when i went to hug her and kiss her yesterday when i stopped by her house to give her flowers she pushed me away and told me to stop.
i want to be disconnected from this world right now. i can't lose her. maybe there's someone else involved i don't know about? probably not, but if there is...fuck.