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I haven't ever felt so scared of myself before. I haven't ever realised how much my temper controls me and how much it effects people.
Sunyata, my so called dad, he's left. Well he left a while ago but now it's for good. He comes back for Christmas but me and Mum have told him that we don't want to see him ever again.
I know I shouldn't blame him for my temper, my life or anything, but I do. I blame him for all the bad in my life, and I hate him for it too.
I tried to forgive and forget but it turns out that doesn't really work, everything builds up and then explodes into world war 3.
Do I need help, or is this all normal to feel?
Sunyata, my so called dad, he's left. Well he left a while ago but now it's for good. He comes back for Christmas but me and Mum have told him that we don't want to see him ever again.
I know I shouldn't blame him for my temper, my life or anything, but I do. I blame him for all the bad in my life, and I hate him for it too.
I tried to forgive and forget but it turns out that doesn't really work, everything builds up and then explodes into world war 3.
Do I need help, or is this all normal to feel?