i am an interesting girl.
i have about four free minutes to write to you.
it has been an incredible weekend. i have had a wonderful time; i have been happy, i have been loved, i have been taken care of. I have been cuddled, i have been fondled, i have been pleasured over and over. i have talked, i have learned, i have changed.
are we not all a strange type of phoenix that is reborn day after day?
do we not find our best understandings of ourselves while undergoing change and trying to find out what we really are? trying to find what we really want to be to ourselves and to others?
so much is complicated.
i have received the best gifts this weekend from a lesbian who is under 18 years of age. roses, wine, chocolate. she knows what i want better than i do in some ways, and she nows how to appreciate what i am in the little places and times when i need the love.
three different costumes... three performances... all the cast and crew telling me i'm beautiful.
it's so weird being me.
it has been an incredible weekend. i have had a wonderful time; i have been happy, i have been loved, i have been taken care of. I have been cuddled, i have been fondled, i have been pleasured over and over. i have talked, i have learned, i have changed.
are we not all a strange type of phoenix that is reborn day after day?
do we not find our best understandings of ourselves while undergoing change and trying to find out what we really are? trying to find what we really want to be to ourselves and to others?
so much is complicated.
i have received the best gifts this weekend from a lesbian who is under 18 years of age. roses, wine, chocolate. she knows what i want better than i do in some ways, and she nows how to appreciate what i am in the little places and times when i need the love.
three different costumes... three performances... all the cast and crew telling me i'm beautiful.
it's so weird being me.