Meta thinking
I was thinking about my thoughts... re-reading some of my posts, they were kind of negative. I'm not sure if that was the intention or not. I suppose I rarely come here to talk about rainbows and unicorns, certainly, but on the other hand, it's also not my intent to just depress anyone that will ever read these words. Or insult people. Have I been insulting? I do not know. I try not to be subtle - I find that subtlety is a nuisance to interpret. And in the long run, I suppose my spoken intent should be louder. Some people I hate, so clearly I feel insulting things towards them, others I love and so clearly those I do not. I'm just not sure it comes out that way.
And it's somewhat depressing that there's a possibility that this whole shitty business has resulted in one thing: the obviousness of the fact that I don't lie. And to those I care about, I don't even deceive. I am forthcoming. So I tell them what I think, and what I think happened. Some people don't like that. It erupts the illusions they enjoy carrying - and makes them think the world is an unpleasant place. It isn't - but shit is shit, and calling it gold doesn't make it smell good. I've been told it can make people think I have a dark view of the world however. I'm not sure why, as I like the world. I know there's shit in it, I just choose not to associate myself with that element of life. It's not so hard. Find the negative elements in your life and remove them from your life. I guess the only way I can do that however is to acknowledge what those negative elements are, and it's ironic, because that acknowledgement is what makes people think I have a dark world.
Zeus - god of being forthcoming
And it's somewhat depressing that there's a possibility that this whole shitty business has resulted in one thing: the obviousness of the fact that I don't lie. And to those I care about, I don't even deceive. I am forthcoming. So I tell them what I think, and what I think happened. Some people don't like that. It erupts the illusions they enjoy carrying - and makes them think the world is an unpleasant place. It isn't - but shit is shit, and calling it gold doesn't make it smell good. I've been told it can make people think I have a dark view of the world however. I'm not sure why, as I like the world. I know there's shit in it, I just choose not to associate myself with that element of life. It's not so hard. Find the negative elements in your life and remove them from your life. I guess the only way I can do that however is to acknowledge what those negative elements are, and it's ironic, because that acknowledgement is what makes people think I have a dark world.
Zeus - god of being forthcoming