I so love my mate..(If you hate hapines dont read this)
I so love you Ral..
Me and my boyfriend have now been together for a total of 17 month in total..I never seam to realise how lucky I am to have him..Not only because how caring he is but as aceptent he is for the mistake that I do..Almost no one in the world could forgive me for all the things that I did that hurted him and yet he never scream at me for my stupid actions.
And I know that I am lucky because some people that says that have solid realationships sometimes yell to there partners about mistakes that they do sometime for money sometimes for school and even sometimes because they faild something at school..I found people u do that to there mate ofthen are not that friendly..I sawn it many times and everytime I would just wish to hold the person protectively in a hug againts me as I would send extreamely angry looking at wathever would have cause them pain resisthing to go and punsh them or shoot them whit somekind of non leatle gun...
People should love not hate..Brutal ways should never be use as talking is the way to solves things and...I will stop myself there for that topic..The rest is now to the readers witch reasently I found is consist of more people that I could imagine do to Second Life.
Back to my mate..Me and my mate (Raljikar that we see upward holding me from the back) have broken up in the past and then many things hapened,got hurt,learned things and Il skip the details to come back over 5 months afther my broke up whit him. At that moment I found out how he felt when I did a certain thing that I wont bring back here. So 5 months later we started to talk to eatchothers ofthen and whent over a terapie to try to found what whent rong..And I found out that when he dumped me he dint had all his mind..But whithout brigning the hole thing up Il just say this(I was whit someone else 2 weeks not even afther we broke up).
So yes..I did bad things in my life..Stuff that hurted peoples stuff that hurted me and stuff that I reasently told him that if it would get known to the law it could bring me in jail. I did not commit a murder or anithing but the thing that I did are considered as imoral and a crime againts...(something) I wont tell more here.
And theese resent times he proved that are relation could last when we would be together as a cryssy hapends resently..At the end he told me that afther all it would be okay that I help a friend finiancialy and it must have been hard for him as I could not give him the reasons wy. But for the rest it is on the private side.
I love you so mutch my Rally you share and help me in my dreams and my CEGEP and my goal to optain my fursuit. You always gived me a shoulder and a bed where I could feel warm and rest againts your body and to just rest there and be happy knowing that wathever I do that I would never have my mate angry at me..
Sometimes at night I just get out of bed and look at you sleep and sometime my eyes just get flood whit tears as its always then that I realise how hppy I am ,how important you are to me and how unique you are.
You and I are as everyone told us the most ODD couple ever and even at the furry form it is ODD as most lizards stand at been whit scalies and that the mixt of a Raccoon and Lizard seam kite ODD. But for me I never looked at you for your body as some people I know did for there respective mates. The body is so mutch uniportant..I still respect peoplethat likes people by there body but as for me..Tall,slim,fat,obese,short or anything it aint mather and I know how it feels and when you love the person you aint make a diference when you bombard the person you love whit kisses.
I love you Ral.
Zets