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Honolulu airport: the first, and perhaps only, airport decent enough to provide free wifi. And, ftw, it's open-air and I'm looking at a rather large chinese garden with a pond and several small trees. It's beautiful here. And I'm glad, because I took a bump (remember me making us take that bump in Rio, Colin?) and so now I've been here for the last 2.5 hours and I have another 3 to go before my plane takes off. But $300 ticket voucher seems to justify my 6 hour delay in a wifi garden.
In other news, it's started happening again. The baby dreams - I wake up and am vaguely relieved to find I'm not actually pregnant in real life. It's spread to my waking self, though, and now I find myself staring at other people's children. Even older ones - it's odd to be at an airport, watching some family walk by, with three sons aged about 10, 14, and 16, and think to myself "sons. I wish I had some sons." - wtf?!??!? WHY must my maternal instinct be so strong!? Why can I no longer see a teen-aged girl with her mom, and relate to the girl instead of the mom? ARGGGG it's frustrating because it's so constant a desire and I can’t shake it. Especially strong when there are infants around. Instincts, man, they are CRAZY. I was at the beach yesterday with my brother’s ex girlfriend who lives in Hawaii and her friend came along with her 3 year-old son. Man if I could have stolen him…
OH! And, new music: Rara Avis. Might be old news to some of you, but I got some off my parent's friend the massage therapist (cool hippy lady) and I'm grooving to it here.
In other news, it's started happening again. The baby dreams - I wake up and am vaguely relieved to find I'm not actually pregnant in real life. It's spread to my waking self, though, and now I find myself staring at other people's children. Even older ones - it's odd to be at an airport, watching some family walk by, with three sons aged about 10, 14, and 16, and think to myself "sons. I wish I had some sons." - wtf?!??!? WHY must my maternal instinct be so strong!? Why can I no longer see a teen-aged girl with her mom, and relate to the girl instead of the mom? ARGGGG it's frustrating because it's so constant a desire and I can’t shake it. Especially strong when there are infants around. Instincts, man, they are CRAZY. I was at the beach yesterday with my brother’s ex girlfriend who lives in Hawaii and her friend came along with her 3 year-old son. Man if I could have stolen him…
OH! And, new music: Rara Avis. Might be old news to some of you, but I got some off my parent's friend the massage therapist (cool hippy lady) and I'm grooving to it here.