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I have capitulated. Done. Finished.
For almost three months I'v failed, and yet it has somehow stolen my entire life.
7-12 showings a week takes it's toll on a poor soul, I tell you.
Need to get some answers and plan for a worst possible outcome.
I have no joy left and it feels like I will not ever find it again.
But no more, as neither my body or my mental health can withstand anymore.
I have a sudden urge to get plowed with alcohol and do something insanely stupid.
Go team
For almost three months I'v failed, and yet it has somehow stolen my entire life.
7-12 showings a week takes it's toll on a poor soul, I tell you.
Need to get some answers and plan for a worst possible outcome.
I have no joy left and it feels like I will not ever find it again.
But no more, as neither my body or my mental health can withstand anymore.
I have a sudden urge to get plowed with alcohol and do something insanely stupid.
Go team