the one with expensive food shops and exam panic.
Food shop yesterday was spectacularly expensive...but but but i did buy weighing scales for a tenner, lots of fresh stuff and pissy little ingredients, and meat...which i haven't bought for ages!!
Meeting Danny was a lot of fun. He makes me laugh. We talked about the Hype, then went predictably onto politics...he says i'm very left (yeah) and i'll eventually move more towards new labour, not the lib dems. which is sad...but perhaps true. not yet though.
slimming world was good, real fresh start. now keeping a slimming world diary, which is a boost...matt did it when he quit smoking and says its a good idea...
seeing him tonight!! v.v.v happy. He's picking me up from work at 10. otherwise i wont see him til sunday, booo...speaking of which i finally wrote my sex scene in my mini-novel type thing last night (fuck, i'm articulate today). It came out really well, no cliches, genuine passion...based on me and matthew of course...might show it him.
time is running away from me. the next 4 weeks will be uber busy. I think i'm ok, i just hate looming deadlines...i worry.I have 2 essays, one of which i've done he majority of the reading for, the other i feel pretty confident about as i presented the topic in interpol. So they're ok.
its the exams. Britpol and CDI. getting past papers so i can revise better.but its so scary, to have exams in a topic you've not studied academically before. arrrgh. i know this yr i only have to pass, but i still want to do well! i want a 2:1 for my first year. i've scheduled pretty much a full week to revise for both, which should be enough. i'll lock myself in the library all day.
fingers crossed.
sam xxxxxx
p.s. bought shape lasting satisfaction yoghurts as they supposedly stop you craving snacks. have realised this is not because of their special ingredient, as they say on the ad, but rather due to the fact the yoghurt is uber thick! yummy, but thiiiick. so it must expand somewhere and capture all the hunger nervy thingies like a massive raspberry flavoured spider web.
oh god. no more caffiene for me.
xxx
Meeting Danny was a lot of fun. He makes me laugh. We talked about the Hype, then went predictably onto politics...he says i'm very left (yeah) and i'll eventually move more towards new labour, not the lib dems. which is sad...but perhaps true. not yet though.
slimming world was good, real fresh start. now keeping a slimming world diary, which is a boost...matt did it when he quit smoking and says its a good idea...
seeing him tonight!! v.v.v happy. He's picking me up from work at 10. otherwise i wont see him til sunday, booo...speaking of which i finally wrote my sex scene in my mini-novel type thing last night (fuck, i'm articulate today). It came out really well, no cliches, genuine passion...based on me and matthew of course...might show it him.
time is running away from me. the next 4 weeks will be uber busy. I think i'm ok, i just hate looming deadlines...i worry.I have 2 essays, one of which i've done he majority of the reading for, the other i feel pretty confident about as i presented the topic in interpol. So they're ok.
its the exams. Britpol and CDI. getting past papers so i can revise better.but its so scary, to have exams in a topic you've not studied academically before. arrrgh. i know this yr i only have to pass, but i still want to do well! i want a 2:1 for my first year. i've scheduled pretty much a full week to revise for both, which should be enough. i'll lock myself in the library all day.
fingers crossed.
sam xxxxxx
p.s. bought shape lasting satisfaction yoghurts as they supposedly stop you craving snacks. have realised this is not because of their special ingredient, as they say on the ad, but rather due to the fact the yoghurt is uber thick! yummy, but thiiiick. so it must expand somewhere and capture all the hunger nervy thingies like a massive raspberry flavoured spider web.
oh god. no more caffiene for me.
xxx