Mar 03, 2007 23:43
She was right here...right here, along with her family (and a few others); we were having a bonfire out on the yard and had invited some people for it...
Too many people maybe...including her little brother who requires my every bit of attention (he's fourteen dagnabbit, surely he could take care of himself for a few seconds)...
I just couldn't approach her. She had said before that she wants to talk things over with me. I had been longing for this day, a chance in so long to finally talk about matters. But I just couldn't do it. I couldn't, she couldn't. Such a perfect opportunity all wasted...
GUH
EDIT: HAHA DISREGARD THAT I SUCK COCK
Actually - flip-turned events. I sms-ed her saying "guess we'll have to try some other time", and she replied back with "you know, maybe we could meet some time after school. What days are okay for you?"
We've decided to meet after school at Wednesday. Next week.
must-not-fuck-this-up-now