The summers of Sweden...
The weather has completely jinxed up.
I don't know what the reason is. It changes almost constantly, sometimes in matters of minutes. Rain, sun, rain, sun, and sometimes both at the same time. If it's sunny in the morning, it's probably raining when I get to the bus. Then the sun comes out again when we arrive at school, and it keeps shifting faster than a paranoid maniac's eyes.
Where's the summer that was supposed to come around now? :(
My pills seem to be working, and boy is that a relief. My memories haven't magically disappeared (senile people just don't know how good they have it :P), but at least I don't get this pressure over my chest whenever I think...and that tends to happen a lot. And I don't beat myself up anymore. I'm going back to the psychiatrist this Thursday (same day I quit school O_o), probably for some kind of psychoterapeut investigation. Or something of the kind.
...I haven't felt this kind of peace in ages. Mmmm...I'm a tad tired though. I've been in school today, but when I got home I almost slept the whole day away. :/ And I got some migraine. Haha, one thing after the other...
...I'm laughing at my own misfortune. I must be feeling better than I thought. :D
I don't know what the reason is. It changes almost constantly, sometimes in matters of minutes. Rain, sun, rain, sun, and sometimes both at the same time. If it's sunny in the morning, it's probably raining when I get to the bus. Then the sun comes out again when we arrive at school, and it keeps shifting faster than a paranoid maniac's eyes.
Where's the summer that was supposed to come around now? :(
My pills seem to be working, and boy is that a relief. My memories haven't magically disappeared (senile people just don't know how good they have it :P), but at least I don't get this pressure over my chest whenever I think...and that tends to happen a lot. And I don't beat myself up anymore. I'm going back to the psychiatrist this Thursday (same day I quit school O_o), probably for some kind of psychoterapeut investigation. Or something of the kind.
...I haven't felt this kind of peace in ages. Mmmm...I'm a tad tired though. I've been in school today, but when I got home I almost slept the whole day away. :/ And I got some migraine. Haha, one thing after the other...
...I'm laughing at my own misfortune. I must be feeling better than I thought. :D