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Haha okay okay. So like. I was going to post some sort of esoteric question. Or something like that. But then, I started thinking about the answer to the question. And like, I did this for a few questions (20 minutes or so). It's so weird like... The fact I was going to post something here helped me actually get my thoughts in a straight line... Or at least much closer to a straight line.
Also do you ever have a thought, that in the back of your mind, it's there. You know it's there, every time you think about something relating to it... It's there. Yet you ignore it?
Also my thoughts are so much clearer when they're in conversation form in my head... It's weird. I think, by feeling like I'm explaining them to someone else, I'm again forced to straighten them, get them to exactly what they mean.
Haha actually it's kind of ironic. I never really answered the question I first intended to post... Yet I think I actually found the answer to the idea that question stemmed from, lol
Or how about when in your mind. You automatically assume the worse option. Thinking the other one is so foolish to really consider... saying "Well, okay, let's be honest with myself... This is the case". And you don't like it, but you think you're being honest with yourself, sort of just because it is the pessemistic thing? Well. I don't think I just did that.
I got up early today. I ought to sleep. I'll think more on this later... Much later. When my thoughts force me to... Well hopefully much later. Though, I think thinking on that original question might be useful...
What do I want?
Also do you ever have a thought, that in the back of your mind, it's there. You know it's there, every time you think about something relating to it... It's there. Yet you ignore it?
Also my thoughts are so much clearer when they're in conversation form in my head... It's weird. I think, by feeling like I'm explaining them to someone else, I'm again forced to straighten them, get them to exactly what they mean.
Haha actually it's kind of ironic. I never really answered the question I first intended to post... Yet I think I actually found the answer to the idea that question stemmed from, lol
Or how about when in your mind. You automatically assume the worse option. Thinking the other one is so foolish to really consider... saying "Well, okay, let's be honest with myself... This is the case". And you don't like it, but you think you're being honest with yourself, sort of just because it is the pessemistic thing? Well. I don't think I just did that.
I got up early today. I ought to sleep. I'll think more on this later... Much later. When my thoughts force me to... Well hopefully much later. Though, I think thinking on that original question might be useful...
What do I want?