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Horray for a grown man acting like a little child! I can't fucking believe he acted like that. I mean serriously what the fuck went through his small little mind? "Oh no, she's having fun and her attention isn't on me! wahhh!" *Storms away like a 3 year old* I apologized to her several times and I really am sorry that it all happened, had I actually thought that by holding each other's hands so we could stand up would trigger such bullshit I would have stood up and then maybe offered her a hand? or told him to pick her up, that way we wouldn't have even had to touch each other. I apologized to him as well, but I didn't mean any of it. There is no excuse for acting the way he did. "Oh, I'm so emotional. It's an inital-reaction, I can't help it." Bullshit. BULL FUCKING SHIT. He knew by storming away that the attention would be focused on him. I'm also so fucking tired of him questioning me on everything I do and trying to make be feel stupid. Guess what man? You just killed any and all respect I have for you. I don't give a flying fuck if you were drunk! That is no excuse. This isn't meant to end our friendship, hell I dont even know if he'll read it. He thinks livejournal is stupid and a waste of time. I'm sorry if keeping up with my friend's lives is a waste of time to you. If he does read this however he should know a few things have changed. Number one, I no longer look up to him at all. Number two, nothing he can say or do will make me feel stupid. Number three, I'm not changing the way I act because you may throw a fit like a 3 year old. Number four, if you come over to my house, and you are playing a video game don't sit there and yell at the game like it's the game's fucking fault. I don't care if you were crouched behind a box and shot the guy and saw blood spawn from his head but end up missing him and he kills you. I really couldn't care less. IT'S A FUCKING GAME! It's not designed against you, just accept the fact that you aren't the best person ever in the world and realize that there are people that are better than you. Step off your fucking soap box.

In other news, I was so incredibly fucked up lastnight. I haven't been that fucked up in a lonnnngggg time.