love said no

Nov 23, 2004 16:38

Here I am again. Not knowing what to do. Or what to think. Wishing I knew the answers, and hoping I don't do something I'm going to regret.

I'm inching back to the past, but wishing I could go forward. Wishing I didn't have to buy my friends. Knowing that any friend I have to buy probably isn't worth what I'm paying. Is that directed at you? Probably.

I'm stuck in something. What, I don't know. But its something I don't like. Looking for a way out, without hurting myself or others. I don't know my limits. Because I dont know what this is. How can I fight this? How can I attack this invisible creature? Its making me sick. Everything burns. My hands won't stop shaking. Am I angry, or am I in love?

Help me find the answer.
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