Jul 22, 2008 09:23
I love my dad I really do, but I feel like sometimes I'm putting up with things that I don't really need to be putting up with.
For one, my dad's wife is really hostile and unfair towards me. Sometimes she hardly recognizes if I'm home or around. She's completely self-centered and all she likes to do is talk about herself. When she's not busy with her favorite past time (herself), she likes to gloat about how amazing her little 8 year old prodigy is. It makes me sick how spoiled he is. I was curious yesterday and asked my dad how much they spent on him in just bionicles toys, and it was some kind of ridiculous 600.00 amount.
I'm not saying that I want attention, or I want money spent on me, because honestly, I know how lucky I already am to have a roof over my head, food, and education, I just feel like she's making it uncomfortable for no real reason at all.
This morning I woke up late for school....My alarm was set but my phone was on silent, and I didn't have the ignore profile setting on. So my dad came in and woke me up, and then he left for a dentist appointment. I happened to be on time to school by a large margin, I even ended up taking the bus with my professor from class haha. What bugged me is I texted my dad because I didn't get a chance to talk to him. I told him thank you for waking me up, and that I caught the bus in time to get to school. He replied with "I would have given you a ride but I had a dentist appointment, you can't keep a good job if you're late." MIND YOU I'VE NEVER MISSED A DAY OR BEEN LATE TO CLASS UNTIL TODAY, AND EVEN TODAY I WASN'T LATE. I also held a job for 2 years and never missed a day, and was RARELY late if ever to work. Like I know he wants the best for me, but REALLY? Is that completely necessary?
Anyways so I'm done bitching, I'm going home to do more homework after I cook and eat.
Did I mention I love my friends a lot? I don't know what I'd do without you guys.
p.s. There is a cute asian girl next to me reading some kind of japanese website taking notes in english, and I'm really curious but I don't want to ask her because I feel like that would be rude. HAY I'M A LOUD NOSEY ASSHOLE WHAT ARE YOU DOING?