Not what it seems
Remember, two months ago, when i said my job was awesome?
well,that was before the endless nights of not sleeping well, hating every moment of being at work, crying myself to sleep, hating my living situation, and hating my boss. Before that, this was awesome.
Now I'm just waiting for this to end.
I can make it, i know. i have to. I'm obligated to finishes what i started by some twisted moral compass that my mother installed in me when i was young.
And you know what, even thought i've hated this job with my entire being, it has allowed me to grow as a person. so this summer hasn't been a total loss, not completely.
Though i can't scratch 'live in the city' off of my life time wish list, i can scratch off 'live in Harlem' and 'live in a place populated by more minorities then you've ever encountered in your life'.one day i'll live in mid-town. Until then, this was enough.
Lombardi is still my show. I can still cite that on my Theatrical work experience. I still helped make that happen.
And you know what? In these past 2 and change shitty ass months, that is something i can feel good about.
well,that was before the endless nights of not sleeping well, hating every moment of being at work, crying myself to sleep, hating my living situation, and hating my boss. Before that, this was awesome.
Now I'm just waiting for this to end.
I can make it, i know. i have to. I'm obligated to finishes what i started by some twisted moral compass that my mother installed in me when i was young.
And you know what, even thought i've hated this job with my entire being, it has allowed me to grow as a person. so this summer hasn't been a total loss, not completely.
Though i can't scratch 'live in the city' off of my life time wish list, i can scratch off 'live in Harlem' and 'live in a place populated by more minorities then you've ever encountered in your life'.one day i'll live in mid-town. Until then, this was enough.
Lombardi is still my show. I can still cite that on my Theatrical work experience. I still helped make that happen.
And you know what? In these past 2 and change shitty ass months, that is something i can feel good about.