Dec 03, 2009 10:25
There are 19 days until I'm 21.
I'm.....I'm not sure what I'm doing with myself. Yes, theater. Yes, hopefully living in New York. Still, i feel a little lost.
That might be because I'm not working. Having no work to drive me - though the vacation is well worth it, after the mind-fuck that these past two semesters have been - leaves me empty handed. I don't feel productive, and while i used to bask in this, i hate it now.
I think that's it. I think it's just me not having work. Lost an tired. That about sums it up.
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