Oct 17, 2003 04:00
i know i havent updated in a while but i havent had much motivation to. i now do. you wanna hear something that monkeys my fuckin shine? for many years i have been a fan of prowrestling,if you dont care then shut up, and my favorite character was a man named sting. he was my physical idol, whereas billy corgan would be my mental idol. i resently found out that sting was returning to the ring, but it would be on a program i have no access to. what the fuck is that! i have waited years to see him back in the ring and now that he will return i still cant see. you care about something only to watch it turn to shit in your hands. i cared enough about a band to call them my favorite only to watch them break up. my favorite novel character is dead. the cartoons i loved as a child either arent on or have been remade and bastardized. the only thing that seems to save me is the video games. (thats right the world I control) its like god standing in front of you saying "see all these things you love?" and im like "yeah" and hes like "well watch as i turn them to shit!" FUCK I HATE CHANGE!!!