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Yeah, its like 4:07am and im sitting here in johns house... playing halo... iv been playing since i got here... im typing with a cigarette in my mouth... talking to jonathan about John killing his grandfather lol...
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on another note.. im depressed... i miss meagan... i miss being with somone.. i miss.. who i could be.. because when im alone.. im just not the same person... and its just i uno...
I dont know what to really do... i mean im trying not to be pesimistic.. but i mean... ::sigh:: shit is crazy.. and i know you all agree...
Well.... i dont know what ill be doing this week, im sure meagan wants to see me... but i dont think ill be able to handle if i dont see her im just gonna wind up chill buy A&D all week after school.. and adventualy ill just get depressed seeing couples... i hate my self...
I never have the luck i want... I wish i could just be with someone i know loves me.. as much as i could them...
Well i have to take a dump.. later people...
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on another note.. im depressed... i miss meagan... i miss being with somone.. i miss.. who i could be.. because when im alone.. im just not the same person... and its just i uno...
I dont know what to really do... i mean im trying not to be pesimistic.. but i mean... ::sigh:: shit is crazy.. and i know you all agree...
Well.... i dont know what ill be doing this week, im sure meagan wants to see me... but i dont think ill be able to handle if i dont see her im just gonna wind up chill buy A&D all week after school.. and adventualy ill just get depressed seeing couples... i hate my self...
I never have the luck i want... I wish i could just be with someone i know loves me.. as much as i could them...
Well i have to take a dump.. later people...