it's not a contest

[zeroluna]

for the record,
to whom it may concern,
i apologize that
i am incapable of understanding.
i am so so sorry
that my responses are not the ones you are hoping for.
but i am so glad to know
that thru your frustration
you are the one who is here for me.
YOU are the one who is here for ME.
YOU deal with me.
YOU are the one hurt by ME.
but don't feel like too much of a martyr.
love is a two-way street.