In it forever....
Im preparing for night of watching tv I guess. Shouldnt surprise me due to the fact that its been this way for almost a week now. Ill go out tomorrow night. I would like to hang out but it dosent happen that way. Everything changed so fast and I figure Ill soon be depressed by it. My mind cant handle stuff like this anymore. One second Im fine and nothing phases me and then one thing happens and causes everything to crash and I crash. Just wait, soon, well after a while I will have a car. At that point I will visit with the people that just cant or my friends that live in Tampa. I want to go play pool now that I think of it but I already know that it isnt going to happen. I need a cigarret and a bottle of Jager. All I have is a blunt, I could just smoke the blunt as is so I probably will since I have nothing else to do.
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