Quarter-Life Crisis?
I swear that's what I'm having.
I couldn't sleep last night, and I had even smoked. I still couldn't sleep, because when I have any unfinished or stressful business going on, it haunts me. The only thing I can do to fall asleep in that scenario is to concentrate on one particular aspect of my life that is in order. At this point in time, not ONE aspect of my life is under control, NONE of it, everything is a mess, EVERTYHING. I'm freakin' out man. I am going to have an anxiety/panic attack really soon if something doesn't start shaping up.
I have SO much due these next two weeks, and on top of it, I'm miserably lonely and running out of money. I don't even know how I'm going to come up with the $150 dollar application fee for the study abroad I can't afford for this summer.
Um... I'm going to try to go back to sleep now, since class was canceled and I didn't know until I got here, at EIGHT AM. Ew, shoot me, school sucks.
I couldn't sleep last night, and I had even smoked. I still couldn't sleep, because when I have any unfinished or stressful business going on, it haunts me. The only thing I can do to fall asleep in that scenario is to concentrate on one particular aspect of my life that is in order. At this point in time, not ONE aspect of my life is under control, NONE of it, everything is a mess, EVERTYHING. I'm freakin' out man. I am going to have an anxiety/panic attack really soon if something doesn't start shaping up.
I have SO much due these next two weeks, and on top of it, I'm miserably lonely and running out of money. I don't even know how I'm going to come up with the $150 dollar application fee for the study abroad I can't afford for this summer.
Um... I'm going to try to go back to sleep now, since class was canceled and I didn't know until I got here, at EIGHT AM. Ew, shoot me, school sucks.