Nov 20, 2006 17:00
What does an insomniac do that can't find anything decent on TV and doesn't quite feel like working on his novel?
Proteus is not working, and this is sad. I want to be connected to MSN without having to have it on my computer.
I had a nice long chat with Tess today. I miss her so much. I wish she could kidnap me and share her life with me.
I cried again today. I didn't yesterday, so that was good. I handle things so different that I used to. I just want things to start going in the other direction. I need to make that happen.
Another unsuccessful weekend except for in novel wordcount. I seriously wrote 10,000 words, 1/5 my novel, in 1 day. It was crazy.
Oh yeah, Troy stayed over last night. Don't think, nothing happened. We saw the new Bond movie, and it was pretty lame except one sweet chase scene. Then I drank way too much Vodka.
I watched the entire season of Beauty and the Geek today during a Marathon, good show.
I can't wait for Real World Denver.
I wish it weren't too cold to go have another cigarette. I wish I could get to sleep earlier, I don't know why I haven't been so typically tired early in evening these last couple days. i guess I just don't sleep the same.
OK, I'll stop being depressed directy at y'all now, and download MSN.