dude i know how you feel on ALL accounts. everyone in the hip hop scene had no idea why i was there....and my best friends live three hours away, yet the one has NEVER come to visit me at ANY of the places i live. :( it sucks.
seriously.i went to that atmosphere/sage francis show here the other night..and kids looked at me like i had no fucking business being there..i seriously stood there alone all night...and finally some two really young straightedge kids talked to me because "we saw sage francis talk to you, so we figured you were kinda important" which was weird..haha.. this kid i know from my mall even said, dude i saw you there..what the FUCK were you doing there? like its unimaginable that i might like hip hop?
hahahah i know!! kids always come in the store and are like "i saw so and so from this band talk to you....are you friends with them?!!?!?" i should come visit! i havent been on vacation since october!
i dont think im getting the mac job. it makes me want to knife them. :(
because they havent called me or my friend back :/ for both of us (We were like three days apart) the manager was SUPER nice in the interview, but super stand offish and aloof during the makeup..like not paying attention at all..and i KNOW i aced the interview part-i mean comeon..i personally interview like 30 people a year...if i cant handle being interviewed, then i pretty much suck :P and i did a kind of "Extreme" look on my model, but i'd rather have them see i can do extreme and tone it down as opposed to only being able to do neutrals...i dunno...i've heard through the grapevine that i'm one of the people they have in mind, but that they want someone to take 12-20 hours and i was 12-15...aaaaaaaaaaaaaagh. i guess i just have to wait and see!
and i was so excited about getting chartruese pigment at 60% off!!! :(
hahaha you are adorable...yeah they are usually kinda stand offish during the makeup part cause they dont want you to feel like they are hovering..cause that tends to make people way nervous..usually for makeup demos they have you do a day look and turn it into an evening look...but maybe this person was different
keep your head up..it took a month before i got offered anything...
still up in the air..i just might let jeremiah go wild with it....all traditional tho...probably a sacred heart on my sternum, but as for the rest, i dunno...its gonna go all the way out to my collarbones tho....there's just eleventy million things i could have, and i dunno what to choose! it's also a tossup on if i should not get the heart, and instead get the skull butterfly, which i was intending to get on my back.
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totally weird..come hang out with me!
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i should come visit! i havent been on vacation since october!
i dont think im getting the mac job. it makes me want to knife them. :(
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why do you think you didn't get the job???
<3 ps..you should come visit..the weather is amazing
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and i was so excited about getting chartruese pigment at 60% off!!! :(
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keep your head up..it took a month before i got offered anything...
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i'm just impatient!
did i tell you i'm getting my chestpiece soon? i'm absolutely terrified.
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decisions decisions!
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