"You're not you, you're not you anymore."
For the first time since September, I saw Tara.
Standing outside of Muddy Cup with Laura and Molly. I didn't notice it was her until I was walking back out of the place.
I didn't try saying anything to her. She didn't even look at me. Of course.
As I continued walking, I felt like all my faculties were about to shut down. Within a half hour, I had felt so many feelings at once that I was literally physically exhausted.
All this past month, I've done nothing but think about how much I miss her. I honestly didn't think I'd even accidentally see her ever again.
Everything I once loved and knew eventually becomes something of a figment of my imagination after a long enough time of having it lost or taken. But seeing her in person again made it all real again.
I miss her so much. And she doesn't miss me at all.
Life goes on. But it's hard to move on when there's nothing up ahead to move to.
Standing outside of Muddy Cup with Laura and Molly. I didn't notice it was her until I was walking back out of the place.
I didn't try saying anything to her. She didn't even look at me. Of course.
As I continued walking, I felt like all my faculties were about to shut down. Within a half hour, I had felt so many feelings at once that I was literally physically exhausted.
All this past month, I've done nothing but think about how much I miss her. I honestly didn't think I'd even accidentally see her ever again.
Everything I once loved and knew eventually becomes something of a figment of my imagination after a long enough time of having it lost or taken. But seeing her in person again made it all real again.
I miss her so much. And she doesn't miss me at all.
Life goes on. But it's hard to move on when there's nothing up ahead to move to.