"You boycott your brain. You answer with fists."
This survey gets a little personal can you handle it? Duh. I have nothing to hide, let alone in this journal.
Do you get along with girls? More than I do with guys, by far.
Have you ever been called a slut? Yes. In fact, I think I'm the only guy I know who's ever actually been harshly criticized and berated for having promiscuous sex. Most guys get dude-fives, I got called a slut.
Do you think someone loves you? I have some people who love me. No one's in love with me, though. But that's fine.
Is it easy to make you cry? Nope.
How do you feel when someone kisses you on the forehead? Weird.
Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf, would you ever? Technically, no. But really, it was cheating and I know it. Chances are, if I were in a relationship right now, I'd do it again.
What if you knew you wouldn't get caught? Definitely. But you always get caught and either way, the guilt gnawing at my conscience would keep me awake at night, so it's not like I'd be getting away with it without consequence.
Do you find it hard to trust others? Extremely. So I don't.
Do you like using big words? I don't go out of my way to use them, or even really pay attention to what makes a word 'big', but from what I'm told I use them frequently. It could just be that everyone else is stupid and has no grasp on the English language.
What if I told you that you were pretty? I'd kindly disagree and change the subject immediately.
Do you get jealous easily? Yup. But I try to keep it hidden so as not to influence the decisions of the ones I care about.
What about mad? I'm always a little mad, I think.
What about upset? I'm always a little upset, I think. There's definitely a never-ending ache in the back of my gut's head.
How fast does your mood change? Now that I'm on these pills, my mood is pretty stable.
How often do you cry? Once a year, on average. Almost always because of a girl.
Ever found out that the person you care most about doesn't care about you? Too many times. Practically the story of my social life in one line, actually.
How did that make you feel? Embarrassed for caring at all, cheated, and hurt.
Ever been told, "It's not you, it's me?" I don't think so. Maybe I have been, and I don't remember because at the time, I didn't hear it, since I don't speak bullshit.
How does it feel to be heartbroken? Worst feeling imaginable. Imagine a kidney stone of the emotions being passed. Or your heart trying to escape your body. Or like giving birth, except birthing feelings. That's what it feels like.
Are you afraid to tell your true feelings? Never.
Can you honestly say you're okay right now? I'm 'okay', but no better than that.
Do you tell people you're okay when you're really not? Sometimes, because I don't want to intrude on their personal happiness or annoy them with my inconvenient mood.
Why do you think so many people cheat on their bf/gf? It's natural. None of us were meant to be owned by one person for the duration of most of our life, even if we are in love. I think our bodies and 'souls' crave constant affection and physical interaction with others. And you shouldn't blame them. There's a lot of beautiful, intelligent, interesting, lovable people on this planet.
Why do you think so many people lie to their bf/gf? Because they usually want to have their cake and eat it, too. But honesty is the best policy, no matter what. And if someone can't handle the truth, then they're just not worth the trouble.
Are you afraid of being cheated on? I can't be cheated on.
Have you ever felt worthless? I have been worthless most of my life.
Tell me what's on your mind: I'm bored, hungry, and lost. I am choosing to not do anything about either of those things right now, though.
What do you want to be when you grow up? I am grown up, and I am what I wanna be. Before I die, though, I'd like to go on tour with a band, get a book of memoirs published, and travel a lot more.
Do you take compliments well? I usually disagree and then thank them for thinking so, but I don't contain many admirable traits in this society's eyes, and am horribly unattractive, so if someone says otherwise, I'm often genuinely confused.
What was the last thing you cried about? The girl I love breaking up with me over a telephone without any given reason after I went a month thinking we were back together.
Are you interested in anyone right now? I'm interested in several people. I have very strong feelings for Kara and Tara. And I have several crushes here and there not even worth voicing.
When was the last time you were told you were beautiful, by who? Tara. She uses absurd adjectives like that to me all the time.
If a doctor said you were pregnant, what would you do? Be confused, since I am a male. If a female, I would get an abortion. But then again, since I'm responsible and aware of the many options in regards to safe sex and contraceptives, I would never even wind up in that situation.
Can you persuade people easy? I'm pretty good with words, so I'd like to think so.
If you could make your lips bigger, would you? No?
Do you know anyone that drinks? Several people. It makes me sad. :(
Do you know anyone who doesn't? Several people. It makes me happy. :)
The current person you like, how long have you been interested in them? I formed a really strong attachment to Kara over the summer and Tara and I have been attached at the hip since we started talking again a month and a half ago.
Has anyone said they love you in the last week? A few. Not in a legit way, though.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with? Tara Ruuuuuuule.<3
Did you kiss or hug anyone today? Yup.
How long do you have until your birthday? My birthday was yesterday!
Have you kissed someone who's name starts with a C? Actually, I haven't.
Have you ever broken someone's heart? Yeah. And I'll suffer the consequences longer than they took to get over it and move on with their life.
Do you like cuddling? I love it.
How late did you stay up last night and why? I think I stayed up until around 1 or 2, because I got caught up downloading music and stuff.
When is the last time you went to the mall? I haven't really been to a mall in about a month, other than once or twice to go see a movie.
Do you know anyone who has been arrested? Yeah. The cops around here treat vandalism like it's equivalent to murder.
How was your weekend? Pretty darn good.
What can't you wait for? DAVEGUNN/YODA HITCHHIKING TOUR 2009!
Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex? Dark. But hair is hair. Any color or shade can look pretty surrounding the right face.
What's worse, liars or cheaters? Cheating is lying, and lying is one of the worst things a person can do.
This time last year, can you remember who you liked? The same person I liked the year before that and the year before that.
If so, who was it? Burgundy. :(
Will you be in a relationship next month? NEVER AGAIN.
Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms? Yup. Totally awesome.
Have you broken the law in the past 3 days? Nope.
Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? Mr. Trevor.<3
When is your birthday? February 9th.
Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle? Yup.
Have you ever kissed someone under fireworks? Yup (mine and Burg's two-year). :(
Story behind your myspace song? Tara and I bump to T.I. from time to time.
Is the last person you kissed mad at you? No?
Can you whistle? Not really. I suck.
If you could go back in time, how far back would you go? Summer/Fall/Winter, 2005.
In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies? I'd prefer to wear hoodies, since they're more comfortable, but to avoid hypothermia, I end up wearing my comfy veteran's jacket.
Have you ever kissed someone that smokes? Yeah. It's pretty gross.
Where do you see yourself in the next 2 years? Somewhere, with someone, doing something.
What woke you up this morning? My mother calling.
Do you still like the same person from 5 months ago? I still love Burgundy. Oh, well.
When was the last time you were sick? I don't even know. I get little colds year 'round, but other than that, I haven't gotten seriously sick in about six years. Thanks, vegetarianism!
Are you one of those people who are always cold? Nope.
What are you listening to? This awesome band called The Foxglove Hunt.
How many more days until your birthday? It was yesterday. So, 364 days or something? I'm not sure if next year's a leap year or not.
Do you have any summer plans yet? Hitchhiking along the East Coast with Yoda, to various destinations. Meeting Loren finally, in Syracuse. Hopefully meeting new people and trying new things. Hopefully completing the majority of my 100 Things In 1001 Days list.
Do you tend to waste a lot of money? Nope. I give a lot of it away as of late, because I just don't care about it, nor do I have many materialistic urges.
Where are your best friends right now? At their places of residence.
What did you last drink? Some organic apple juice. I think the brand was called something stupid, like Apple & Eve.
So far, have you been keeping your 2009 resolutions? I didn't have any. But yes, I've been keeping most of the promises I made to myself shortly before the end of 2008.
What are you most looking forward to in the next 5 months? The spring and summer time and the adventures it'll bring.
How many cell phones have you had? I've had two Tracfones, both of which I eventually abandoned, because they're useless.
How many windows are in your room? One.
Do you have a YouTube account? Yup. But it's older video, before my video camera broke. I'll be getting a new one pretty soon and hopefully posting again in the near future.
Do you believe that you can change someone you love? If you love them, you shouldn't want to.
Do you easily give in when you are fighting? Not at all. I'm extremely stubborn. I say sorry when I know I need to, and I can admit I'm wrong when I'm wrong, but if I know I'm right, I'm not giving up until you admit it.
Have you ever wished you could’ve had someone, but you messed that up? There were a lot of girls I wish I had banged back in the day when girls still found me attractive. I passed up a lot of awesome sexual opportunities because of dating Sinead and then Burgundy. I'm an idiot.
Is it awkward when you run into your exes? I don't see my exes, thankfully. When I've seen Vicky out in public, I've gotten a tummy ache, though.
Are you upset with anyone? Nope.
Have you ever seen your best friend cry? I've seen Kara cry. It was pretty gut-wrenching.
Have you ever gone to court? Yup. Because I was a dirty vandal!
Have you ever punched a guy? Really? Yes. It was awesome.
How good is your eyesight? Perfect, actually.
When was the last time you talked to the person you liked? Today!
What are you doing Saturday? I think I'm hanging out with Kara. But I dunno.
What were you doing at 3am this morning? Sleeping.
What should you be doing now? Whatever I want to, which is this.
Who is the last person you hugged? Tara Rule.<3
Today was boring. I had to settle for my only chance for a ride this morning since my grandmother's car broke down last night. So I had to wake up at 8:30 and hitch a ride from my father to Big Guys at 9AM, an hour before I'm supposed to be there. The day went by quickly, though. And me and this kid who comes in, John, talked about politics for an hour and a half, while Russo would interrupt with a stupid, ignorant comment every so often. It was very mentally stimulating and he replied to everything I said as angrily and passionately as I do. He's sincerely pissed off. It was such a breath of fresh air, that all I could do is thank him afterward and shake his hand. I called Tara a little after 1 and asked for her to pick me up, since we were supposed to hang out anyways. I left a half hour early, since I showed up and started working a half hour early. Tara showed up and was looking cute as ever with pigtails and a pretty outfit. We went back to my house and I tried my hardest to stay awake, even though I felt like I might pass out at any moment. When I sat at my computer, it was on the verge of flatlining, so I sat down and tried to fix it, to no avail. I restarted it and put on some music and we laid on the bed. I kinda forced her to, since I could barely move. I was so exhausted, I could hardly get through entire sentences without trailing off into mumbles and onomatopoeia. She rubbed my back and sent me to the edge of a coma and then we shut the blinds and had sex. She insisted on trying to deepthroat my dick and seriously practiced for a good fifteen minutes until she was successful. I have teeth marks on my dick now. Basically, she's awesome. We took a name until 6 after that and I woke up to Anime Tom calling, seeing if I wanted him to finally come over and install my new stick of RAM. I told him to come over at 7 and woke up from then on. My phone was ringing nonstop for thirty minutes after that and I was about to smash the thing against the fucking wall. There two most annoying sounds in the technological world are the ringing of a phone and the beeping of a digital alarm clock. I mentioned wanting Fruity Pebbles and by the time I was off the phone, Tara had it all ready for me. She's so nice to me! It's almost hard to handle at time, because it's so overwhelming and out of the ordinary.
She got going around 6 and shortly after, Anime Tom showed up with Masoom. We hung out in the other room while Masoom checked out my computer from the inside out and clicked in my new stick of RAM. Masoom is a really cool kid. He's straight from Afghanistan and I asked him if the racial profiling in America is as bad as I generalize it is. He said, "Extremely." He's ridiculously smart and we even briefly got into a discussion on 9/11 because he noticed a Leftover Crack poster I had where the Twin Towers are depicted as gas pumps. He knew everything I knew in regards to the truth behind September 11th. It was exciting. My computer was running nicely and Tom ran a scan that revealed that I have a ton of adware. That kinda sucks, but he's gonna hook me up with a rip of some adware removal software later this week. They left at 8:30 and I ate some cake. I have yet to eat any real food today and I plan on getting around to it after I finish this. My cats were busy all day playing with my birthday balloons. I talked on the phone with my little sister for a little bit, then with Yoda. He got out of court unscathed today, but word is that a kid in Amsterdam has snitched all the local graff writers out (Bob Hood excluded, since he technically doesn't have an ounce of paint of any of Schenectady's walls). I'm just glad the cops didn't hurt him or exploit their right to do basically anything they want to him. I'm sure they'll be hitting him up to snitch on people soon enough. Little do they know, he knows better than to talk to a filthy fucking cop. I'm probably going to listen to some new albums and watch a movie before I go to sleep tonight. I'm so bored, but sometimes, I enjoy my times alone in my cave here. Tomorrow is my meeting with the lady from Boston and the two cunts who are pushing my eviction. I talked to my neighbor across the hall about it and she said she'd vouch for me if need be, because we live right near each other and she swears she never hears any noise coming from my apartment. She's a nice lady and really the only neighbor here I even have ever spoken to. She agrees the black lady downstairs is a fucking insane bitch. I'm still nervous about tomorrow, though. I dunno. We'll see what happens. Hopefully, my big mouth can save my ass like it usually does.
This week in Truth Box, I got nice things! Someone left one that just said, "smile! :)" And it made me smile. Someone left one saying "Happy Birthday Mr Davegunn!" That made me smile, too, because I've never been called Mr. Davegunn, heh. Lastly, I got one saying, "you're great. xoxo, girl with a brain, and freckles...in the summer." I wish I knew who left that, because I need more freckled girls with brains in my life, always. Oh, well.
I know I talk about attractive girls WAY too often, but I think females should be celebrated, because they're all pretty much amazing in one way or another (unless they're Juggalettes, or Sinead). This girl looks beautiful and it needs to be commemorated here in this journal. (Go ahead, leave me an anonymous comment calling me a creep. Whatever.)
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WOWZERS. :O
I'm listening to Propagandhi for the first time in years and am absolutely amazed that I even forgot them in the first place. Fucking awesome.
Do you get along with girls? More than I do with guys, by far.
Have you ever been called a slut? Yes. In fact, I think I'm the only guy I know who's ever actually been harshly criticized and berated for having promiscuous sex. Most guys get dude-fives, I got called a slut.
Do you think someone loves you? I have some people who love me. No one's in love with me, though. But that's fine.
Is it easy to make you cry? Nope.
How do you feel when someone kisses you on the forehead? Weird.
Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf, would you ever? Technically, no. But really, it was cheating and I know it. Chances are, if I were in a relationship right now, I'd do it again.
What if you knew you wouldn't get caught? Definitely. But you always get caught and either way, the guilt gnawing at my conscience would keep me awake at night, so it's not like I'd be getting away with it without consequence.
Do you find it hard to trust others? Extremely. So I don't.
Do you like using big words? I don't go out of my way to use them, or even really pay attention to what makes a word 'big', but from what I'm told I use them frequently. It could just be that everyone else is stupid and has no grasp on the English language.
What if I told you that you were pretty? I'd kindly disagree and change the subject immediately.
Do you get jealous easily? Yup. But I try to keep it hidden so as not to influence the decisions of the ones I care about.
What about mad? I'm always a little mad, I think.
What about upset? I'm always a little upset, I think. There's definitely a never-ending ache in the back of my gut's head.
How fast does your mood change? Now that I'm on these pills, my mood is pretty stable.
How often do you cry? Once a year, on average. Almost always because of a girl.
Ever found out that the person you care most about doesn't care about you? Too many times. Practically the story of my social life in one line, actually.
How did that make you feel? Embarrassed for caring at all, cheated, and hurt.
Ever been told, "It's not you, it's me?" I don't think so. Maybe I have been, and I don't remember because at the time, I didn't hear it, since I don't speak bullshit.
How does it feel to be heartbroken? Worst feeling imaginable. Imagine a kidney stone of the emotions being passed. Or your heart trying to escape your body. Or like giving birth, except birthing feelings. That's what it feels like.
Are you afraid to tell your true feelings? Never.
Can you honestly say you're okay right now? I'm 'okay', but no better than that.
Do you tell people you're okay when you're really not? Sometimes, because I don't want to intrude on their personal happiness or annoy them with my inconvenient mood.
Why do you think so many people cheat on their bf/gf? It's natural. None of us were meant to be owned by one person for the duration of most of our life, even if we are in love. I think our bodies and 'souls' crave constant affection and physical interaction with others. And you shouldn't blame them. There's a lot of beautiful, intelligent, interesting, lovable people on this planet.
Why do you think so many people lie to their bf/gf? Because they usually want to have their cake and eat it, too. But honesty is the best policy, no matter what. And if someone can't handle the truth, then they're just not worth the trouble.
Are you afraid of being cheated on? I can't be cheated on.
Have you ever felt worthless? I have been worthless most of my life.
Tell me what's on your mind: I'm bored, hungry, and lost. I am choosing to not do anything about either of those things right now, though.
What do you want to be when you grow up? I am grown up, and I am what I wanna be. Before I die, though, I'd like to go on tour with a band, get a book of memoirs published, and travel a lot more.
Do you take compliments well? I usually disagree and then thank them for thinking so, but I don't contain many admirable traits in this society's eyes, and am horribly unattractive, so if someone says otherwise, I'm often genuinely confused.
What was the last thing you cried about? The girl I love breaking up with me over a telephone without any given reason after I went a month thinking we were back together.
Are you interested in anyone right now? I'm interested in several people. I have very strong feelings for Kara and Tara. And I have several crushes here and there not even worth voicing.
When was the last time you were told you were beautiful, by who? Tara. She uses absurd adjectives like that to me all the time.
If a doctor said you were pregnant, what would you do? Be confused, since I am a male. If a female, I would get an abortion. But then again, since I'm responsible and aware of the many options in regards to safe sex and contraceptives, I would never even wind up in that situation.
Can you persuade people easy? I'm pretty good with words, so I'd like to think so.
If you could make your lips bigger, would you? No?
Do you know anyone that drinks? Several people. It makes me sad. :(
Do you know anyone who doesn't? Several people. It makes me happy. :)
The current person you like, how long have you been interested in them? I formed a really strong attachment to Kara over the summer and Tara and I have been attached at the hip since we started talking again a month and a half ago.
Has anyone said they love you in the last week? A few. Not in a legit way, though.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with? Tara Ruuuuuuule.<3
Did you kiss or hug anyone today? Yup.
How long do you have until your birthday? My birthday was yesterday!
Have you kissed someone who's name starts with a C? Actually, I haven't.
Have you ever broken someone's heart? Yeah. And I'll suffer the consequences longer than they took to get over it and move on with their life.
Do you like cuddling? I love it.
How late did you stay up last night and why? I think I stayed up until around 1 or 2, because I got caught up downloading music and stuff.
When is the last time you went to the mall? I haven't really been to a mall in about a month, other than once or twice to go see a movie.
Do you know anyone who has been arrested? Yeah. The cops around here treat vandalism like it's equivalent to murder.
How was your weekend? Pretty darn good.
What can't you wait for? DAVEGUNN/YODA HITCHHIKING TOUR 2009!
Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex? Dark. But hair is hair. Any color or shade can look pretty surrounding the right face.
What's worse, liars or cheaters? Cheating is lying, and lying is one of the worst things a person can do.
This time last year, can you remember who you liked? The same person I liked the year before that and the year before that.
If so, who was it? Burgundy. :(
Will you be in a relationship next month? NEVER AGAIN.
Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms? Yup. Totally awesome.
Have you broken the law in the past 3 days? Nope.
Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? Mr. Trevor.<3
When is your birthday? February 9th.
Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle? Yup.
Have you ever kissed someone under fireworks? Yup (mine and Burg's two-year). :(
Story behind your myspace song? Tara and I bump to T.I. from time to time.
Is the last person you kissed mad at you? No?
Can you whistle? Not really. I suck.
If you could go back in time, how far back would you go? Summer/Fall/Winter, 2005.
In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies? I'd prefer to wear hoodies, since they're more comfortable, but to avoid hypothermia, I end up wearing my comfy veteran's jacket.
Have you ever kissed someone that smokes? Yeah. It's pretty gross.
Where do you see yourself in the next 2 years? Somewhere, with someone, doing something.
What woke you up this morning? My mother calling.
Do you still like the same person from 5 months ago? I still love Burgundy. Oh, well.
When was the last time you were sick? I don't even know. I get little colds year 'round, but other than that, I haven't gotten seriously sick in about six years. Thanks, vegetarianism!
Are you one of those people who are always cold? Nope.
What are you listening to? This awesome band called The Foxglove Hunt.
How many more days until your birthday? It was yesterday. So, 364 days or something? I'm not sure if next year's a leap year or not.
Do you have any summer plans yet? Hitchhiking along the East Coast with Yoda, to various destinations. Meeting Loren finally, in Syracuse. Hopefully meeting new people and trying new things. Hopefully completing the majority of my 100 Things In 1001 Days list.
Do you tend to waste a lot of money? Nope. I give a lot of it away as of late, because I just don't care about it, nor do I have many materialistic urges.
Where are your best friends right now? At their places of residence.
What did you last drink? Some organic apple juice. I think the brand was called something stupid, like Apple & Eve.
So far, have you been keeping your 2009 resolutions? I didn't have any. But yes, I've been keeping most of the promises I made to myself shortly before the end of 2008.
What are you most looking forward to in the next 5 months? The spring and summer time and the adventures it'll bring.
How many cell phones have you had? I've had two Tracfones, both of which I eventually abandoned, because they're useless.
How many windows are in your room? One.
Do you have a YouTube account? Yup. But it's older video, before my video camera broke. I'll be getting a new one pretty soon and hopefully posting again in the near future.
Do you believe that you can change someone you love? If you love them, you shouldn't want to.
Do you easily give in when you are fighting? Not at all. I'm extremely stubborn. I say sorry when I know I need to, and I can admit I'm wrong when I'm wrong, but if I know I'm right, I'm not giving up until you admit it.
Have you ever wished you could’ve had someone, but you messed that up? There were a lot of girls I wish I had banged back in the day when girls still found me attractive. I passed up a lot of awesome sexual opportunities because of dating Sinead and then Burgundy. I'm an idiot.
Is it awkward when you run into your exes? I don't see my exes, thankfully. When I've seen Vicky out in public, I've gotten a tummy ache, though.
Are you upset with anyone? Nope.
Have you ever seen your best friend cry? I've seen Kara cry. It was pretty gut-wrenching.
Have you ever gone to court? Yup. Because I was a dirty vandal!
Have you ever punched a guy? Really? Yes. It was awesome.
How good is your eyesight? Perfect, actually.
When was the last time you talked to the person you liked? Today!
What are you doing Saturday? I think I'm hanging out with Kara. But I dunno.
What were you doing at 3am this morning? Sleeping.
What should you be doing now? Whatever I want to, which is this.
Who is the last person you hugged? Tara Rule.<3
Today was boring. I had to settle for my only chance for a ride this morning since my grandmother's car broke down last night. So I had to wake up at 8:30 and hitch a ride from my father to Big Guys at 9AM, an hour before I'm supposed to be there. The day went by quickly, though. And me and this kid who comes in, John, talked about politics for an hour and a half, while Russo would interrupt with a stupid, ignorant comment every so often. It was very mentally stimulating and he replied to everything I said as angrily and passionately as I do. He's sincerely pissed off. It was such a breath of fresh air, that all I could do is thank him afterward and shake his hand. I called Tara a little after 1 and asked for her to pick me up, since we were supposed to hang out anyways. I left a half hour early, since I showed up and started working a half hour early. Tara showed up and was looking cute as ever with pigtails and a pretty outfit. We went back to my house and I tried my hardest to stay awake, even though I felt like I might pass out at any moment. When I sat at my computer, it was on the verge of flatlining, so I sat down and tried to fix it, to no avail. I restarted it and put on some music and we laid on the bed. I kinda forced her to, since I could barely move. I was so exhausted, I could hardly get through entire sentences without trailing off into mumbles and onomatopoeia. She rubbed my back and sent me to the edge of a coma and then we shut the blinds and had sex. She insisted on trying to deepthroat my dick and seriously practiced for a good fifteen minutes until she was successful. I have teeth marks on my dick now. Basically, she's awesome. We took a name until 6 after that and I woke up to Anime Tom calling, seeing if I wanted him to finally come over and install my new stick of RAM. I told him to come over at 7 and woke up from then on. My phone was ringing nonstop for thirty minutes after that and I was about to smash the thing against the fucking wall. There two most annoying sounds in the technological world are the ringing of a phone and the beeping of a digital alarm clock. I mentioned wanting Fruity Pebbles and by the time I was off the phone, Tara had it all ready for me. She's so nice to me! It's almost hard to handle at time, because it's so overwhelming and out of the ordinary.
She got going around 6 and shortly after, Anime Tom showed up with Masoom. We hung out in the other room while Masoom checked out my computer from the inside out and clicked in my new stick of RAM. Masoom is a really cool kid. He's straight from Afghanistan and I asked him if the racial profiling in America is as bad as I generalize it is. He said, "Extremely." He's ridiculously smart and we even briefly got into a discussion on 9/11 because he noticed a Leftover Crack poster I had where the Twin Towers are depicted as gas pumps. He knew everything I knew in regards to the truth behind September 11th. It was exciting. My computer was running nicely and Tom ran a scan that revealed that I have a ton of adware. That kinda sucks, but he's gonna hook me up with a rip of some adware removal software later this week. They left at 8:30 and I ate some cake. I have yet to eat any real food today and I plan on getting around to it after I finish this. My cats were busy all day playing with my birthday balloons. I talked on the phone with my little sister for a little bit, then with Yoda. He got out of court unscathed today, but word is that a kid in Amsterdam has snitched all the local graff writers out (Bob Hood excluded, since he technically doesn't have an ounce of paint of any of Schenectady's walls). I'm just glad the cops didn't hurt him or exploit their right to do basically anything they want to him. I'm sure they'll be hitting him up to snitch on people soon enough. Little do they know, he knows better than to talk to a filthy fucking cop. I'm probably going to listen to some new albums and watch a movie before I go to sleep tonight. I'm so bored, but sometimes, I enjoy my times alone in my cave here. Tomorrow is my meeting with the lady from Boston and the two cunts who are pushing my eviction. I talked to my neighbor across the hall about it and she said she'd vouch for me if need be, because we live right near each other and she swears she never hears any noise coming from my apartment. She's a nice lady and really the only neighbor here I even have ever spoken to. She agrees the black lady downstairs is a fucking insane bitch. I'm still nervous about tomorrow, though. I dunno. We'll see what happens. Hopefully, my big mouth can save my ass like it usually does.
This week in Truth Box, I got nice things! Someone left one that just said, "smile! :)" And it made me smile. Someone left one saying "Happy Birthday Mr Davegunn!" That made me smile, too, because I've never been called Mr. Davegunn, heh. Lastly, I got one saying, "you're great. xoxo, girl with a brain, and freckles...in the summer." I wish I knew who left that, because I need more freckled girls with brains in my life, always. Oh, well.
I know I talk about attractive girls WAY too often, but I think females should be celebrated, because they're all pretty much amazing in one way or another (unless they're Juggalettes, or Sinead). This girl looks beautiful and it needs to be commemorated here in this journal. (Go ahead, leave me an anonymous comment calling me a creep. Whatever.)
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WOWZERS. :O
I'm listening to Propagandhi for the first time in years and am absolutely amazed that I even forgot them in the first place. Fucking awesome.