Jul 29, 2002 11:52
Words are powerful.
Words were her weapon of choice.
Her words hurt.
Her words echo through my mind, over and over again.
Haunting me and hurting me like a poison.
Distortion.
A gift to a curse.
Closeness to distance.
Pleasure to pain.
Love to apathy.
A violent fight to a helpless surrender.
I know what was, and what was not.
I was there.
I know my mistakes, I know my faults.
I am here.
Why does it bother me still?
I HATE hurting others.
Yet, I felt the want for revenge.
I have words held back about this issue.
Hurting words.
I wanted to use them, I wanted them to hurt.
I didn't know what to do...
Fuck it.
Words can only be effective if they are listened to.
I am not listening anymore.
I know who I am, I know who I was.
I know what went through my heart, my mind, my body.
I know the character she made me out to be is not who I am.
I turn my back and walk away, and I care not about it.
Your words cannot hurt me any longer.
Goodbye FOREVER.
I am strong.
Words are weak.