Jun 12, 2002 01:17
I feel like I am starting a new chapter in the book called my life.
I feel different.
My perceptions have changed.
My environment has been altered.
Yet...
The previous chapters will always be a very important part of the story from here on in.
The most recent chapters have the greatest effects.
I fear those effects, terribly.
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My heart can feel that some extremely amazing things are ahead. Amazing things that I have never ever imagined. I don't understand the heart at all, so I can't begin to explain why.
My mind, however, is afraid. I don't understand my mind that much either...yet, I could probably tell you why.
It would be best to listen to both, but it will drive me nuts.
I think it is time I gave my mind a rest.
I want to spend this chapter following my heart.
Yet, should I follow something that doesn't make much sense to me? Something that I just don't understand?
It doesn't take understanding to listen.
It takes a healthy mix of love, trust, faith, and belief.