Brimming with excitement for what's to come
Yesterday... was quite glorious! I spent most of the day with Cody in Portland, wandering around and getting to know each other better. This guy... well, he's pretty awesome, to say the least. I keep saying that the next person to snatch me up is going to need to charm the hell out of me, and whatever he is doing seems to be working. I'm really starting to forget about Wes even!
When I weigh in on it all, Wes is just way to reserved and introverted for me. I crave excitement and adventure, and someone who will gladly take on the world with me. I also crave someone who can just chill and take it easy with me. I'm a gemini, and I do have at least two sides to me. That being said, you can't just charm half of me and expect to get all of me. I don't think that Wes can take on both sides of me... especially since I don't know if I can fully let loose around him. That's probably a bad sign! I don't want to be afraid that someone I am with is looking at me strangely for the random and sometimes odd things that I do. I sometimes do voices, and sometimes make faces. I could even just skip and do a leap into the air when I'm walking. Maybe I'm jumping from square to square or leaf to leaf on the sidewalk. That's who I am, and I don't need strange looks or possible confusion from who I'm with. I guess I'm too afraid that is all I would get from Wes, or that I would just straight up scare him. I don't need that. He was fun to think about though! Perhaps if he made a more significant move, my feelings would be different now. Perhaps. I think I was already starting to get detached from my previous feelings towards Wes anyway. I do want to be friends with him though! I don't know if that will be weird for him or not... because I have no idea what his feelings towards me are. I never had any inkling of his intentions. Jen said it seemed like we have chemistry... but if we have chemistry, why didn't it progress? I'm ok with taking things slow with a person, but come on... at some point it just gets ridiculous! There should have been sex by now... it's so much easier to get the sex from dudes you don't have any interest in dating.
Hmmm.
Let me digress... :-)
I see potential in Cody. He is very charming! And quite adorable, too. He has taken over my thoughts pretty quickly... and I am not complaining! I fully enjoy spending time with him. Seriously, yesterday we spent hours in downtown Portland, going from Voodoo to Ground Kontrol to Powell's... then the Lovecraft bar and some food at My Father's Place. It was one of the best days I have had in forever, and I'm excited to see where this goes! *insert ear to ear grin and swooning* :-P We made plans to hang out again tomorrow night, too. :-)
When I weigh in on it all, Wes is just way to reserved and introverted for me. I crave excitement and adventure, and someone who will gladly take on the world with me. I also crave someone who can just chill and take it easy with me. I'm a gemini, and I do have at least two sides to me. That being said, you can't just charm half of me and expect to get all of me. I don't think that Wes can take on both sides of me... especially since I don't know if I can fully let loose around him. That's probably a bad sign! I don't want to be afraid that someone I am with is looking at me strangely for the random and sometimes odd things that I do. I sometimes do voices, and sometimes make faces. I could even just skip and do a leap into the air when I'm walking. Maybe I'm jumping from square to square or leaf to leaf on the sidewalk. That's who I am, and I don't need strange looks or possible confusion from who I'm with. I guess I'm too afraid that is all I would get from Wes, or that I would just straight up scare him. I don't need that. He was fun to think about though! Perhaps if he made a more significant move, my feelings would be different now. Perhaps. I think I was already starting to get detached from my previous feelings towards Wes anyway. I do want to be friends with him though! I don't know if that will be weird for him or not... because I have no idea what his feelings towards me are. I never had any inkling of his intentions. Jen said it seemed like we have chemistry... but if we have chemistry, why didn't it progress? I'm ok with taking things slow with a person, but come on... at some point it just gets ridiculous! There should have been sex by now... it's so much easier to get the sex from dudes you don't have any interest in dating.
Hmmm.
Let me digress... :-)
I see potential in Cody. He is very charming! And quite adorable, too. He has taken over my thoughts pretty quickly... and I am not complaining! I fully enjoy spending time with him. Seriously, yesterday we spent hours in downtown Portland, going from Voodoo to Ground Kontrol to Powell's... then the Lovecraft bar and some food at My Father's Place. It was one of the best days I have had in forever, and I'm excited to see where this goes! *insert ear to ear grin and swooning* :-P We made plans to hang out again tomorrow night, too. :-)