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When did things go wrong? When did i get so bad at thinking for myself? How i can i straighten out my life? Please, please help me. I need to know how to not be so anti-world. I want to get out but im stuck in this little box. I am changing into something i don't want to be. I now can't make good decisions. I now do not knwo when to keep my mouth shut. I now don't shower and im grungy. I am turning into a bum. Maybe i'm only like this out of school. During school i am getting good grades i think. I also am doing a lot of hard work tunring in everything. I need to figure things out. I need help. No one wants to help though. All the phone calls on my phone are for my brother. I never get anything to go the way i want it to. I am messing up everything with everyone. Oh geezy. I want to change my hair color and my style but jesse doesn't want me to. So, i think i am now gonna go. Maybe people could give me tips or something.
THINGS TO DO::
- get a job if i can
- get credits
- get hair fixed
- get new clothes
- clean room
- get new clothes
- call people tto go out and do something
- get my halloween costume together