ahhhh people suuuuck
Arrrrrgh. And people wonder why I stay home all day.
If it's not one thing with them it's another. People, take a fucking chill pill already. It's been three months. THREE MONTHS, and nothing has happened except you idiots all getting mad at each other and then mad at me for listening to the side of the argument you desperately wanted to hear and then relaying it back to you for your convenience. Suddenly I'm the bad guy because you morons couldn't step up and ask each other what was wrong? "Don't get involved, don't get involved" you said. Sorry, but it's hard to just sit here and have to listen to everyone complain over something so fucking trivial.
*SIIIIGH* Anyway. That was meant for people who don't even go on livejournal, I just needed to get some frustration out. =_=
Of course there's plenty frustration to be had. Remember the good old days when I could churn out, oh, I don't know, three or four sketches a day? Regardless of what was in them, I could still draw casually? Well, now that this portfolio thing's gotten started I haven't been able to get out a damn thing. It's like a constant mindblock. Don't draw cartoons, don't draw cartoons, don't draw cartoons. Cartoons are like my life-force- they're just so much more expressive than the other things I draw- granted my sketchbook is (excruciatingly slowly) filling up with still life drawings and sketches from photographs, but the character and the soul I put into my other drawings just seems to be missing from these. Am I doing something wrong, here? I just want to be able to draw normally again without stressing like crazy over it.
Started a new routine, may as well while I'm at home all day (underachieving grad FTW... *sob*) and getting some use out of that treadmill downstairs. It's kind of difficult to use the treadmill and play MGS at the same time, so I gave up on that and watch Mario DVDs instead. Haaaaaa.
And today on Sims we have some fishing fail. Not the epic kind, but still fail.
What's really weird is that the boot he pulled out looks exactly like one of his own. XD!
If it's not one thing with them it's another. People, take a fucking chill pill already. It's been three months. THREE MONTHS, and nothing has happened except you idiots all getting mad at each other and then mad at me for listening to the side of the argument you desperately wanted to hear and then relaying it back to you for your convenience. Suddenly I'm the bad guy because you morons couldn't step up and ask each other what was wrong? "Don't get involved, don't get involved" you said. Sorry, but it's hard to just sit here and have to listen to everyone complain over something so fucking trivial.
*SIIIIGH* Anyway. That was meant for people who don't even go on livejournal, I just needed to get some frustration out. =_=
Of course there's plenty frustration to be had. Remember the good old days when I could churn out, oh, I don't know, three or four sketches a day? Regardless of what was in them, I could still draw casually? Well, now that this portfolio thing's gotten started I haven't been able to get out a damn thing. It's like a constant mindblock. Don't draw cartoons, don't draw cartoons, don't draw cartoons. Cartoons are like my life-force- they're just so much more expressive than the other things I draw- granted my sketchbook is (excruciatingly slowly) filling up with still life drawings and sketches from photographs, but the character and the soul I put into my other drawings just seems to be missing from these. Am I doing something wrong, here? I just want to be able to draw normally again without stressing like crazy over it.
Started a new routine, may as well while I'm at home all day (underachieving grad FTW... *sob*) and getting some use out of that treadmill downstairs. It's kind of difficult to use the treadmill and play MGS at the same time, so I gave up on that and watch Mario DVDs instead. Haaaaaa.
And today on Sims we have some fishing fail. Not the epic kind, but still fail.
What's really weird is that the boot he pulled out looks exactly like one of his own. XD!