He said that he would tell no secrets, he would never lie....
So I turn on the television, and to my surprise....
What's on? Well only one of my favorite movies....Yes, that's right. Alice in Wonderland.
And in other news, I got my hair cut and posted new pictures on myspace. Just thought I'd let you all in on that.
I was supposed to hang out with lover last night, but instead it was a fluke....A common mix up. I should've called. I'm an idiot. I'm the best at ruining everything. How lovely.
And somehow I fear that love has hurt me as it is always intended. I am doubting the faith I once was so proud of.
I still love him more than ever, but somehow I think he is retracting. I pray that's not the case.
When you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, it was meant to be.
I'm afriad to let him go.....Was he being truthful? I know he loves me.....But will he come back? All roads lead to yes, but who ever takes the right path? Sometimes you find yourself wandering an invisible brick road....that leads to nowhere inparticular.
Life is about the risks you take, but can you honestly say you're not afraid?
The point is I love. And I have faith that everything happens for a reason and that it will end the way it is supposed to. But the rocks look sharp and I'm fearing the dive.....
Am I still his favorite?