Its about being alive and breathing and enjoying what you got.
If you had a decent job which was paying you a 1200 dollars a fortnight, had your best friends living 15 minutes away, possibly on the way to saving for a car and a trip overseas....would you give it all up just for a stupid boy who you seem to never get away from?
I did.
And of course I am on the topic of Jethro.A.Herman.
Oh dear the drama of it all I swear, But there won't be much on the topic I promis as there are plenty of other topics much more worthy of discussion than this one, which marlee has probably already said "ew" to at least 7 times. (just deal!!!)
Last night was an organised night to do "something" , by the means of this, to go out and have a little spot of dancing and fun, with no alcohol in the versinity what so ever. What I thought, was innocent enough, turned out to be the monster of all demons, with Jethro being "dissapointed and not happy". He was invited. He knew what was happening. He knew the company i was in,including his brother, and still this did not satify him in anyway what so ever and delcared that if i went.... .if i dared went....the relationship is over.
Which it now is.
Which now sucks.
He is picking me up at one, to disscuss the matter. And then dropping me home. And then the painful sweet goodbye, which I, and never have, seem to have gotten over, and be forever tainted.
GAH, the joys of relationships and stupid stupid boys.
In other more imporant news... I had my first driving lesson with a new instructor yesterday, which went extremely well :-) I asked her how long she thought it would take to get my licence, which she promptly answered, how long would it take you to learn a musical instrument, which i promptly answered, not long, cause i can play six.
We're booking a test after my next lesson :-)
I am now on my last few days of earning some dollars. I haven't found a satisfactory job which wil provide me with enough dosh to sustain my living needs. eg. New season Armarni Jeans. (I am being purely hmerous here, however those jeans woul be nice :P ) But seriously, the needs are that of a car, and saving for a nice deposit on my uni fees. Yay.
And looking for a relatively nice apartment somewhere in caloundra area. As much as i love my parents. living with them is something that i have been trying to get used to again and is just not working. :(
I know its sad. Makes me cry sometimes, like when me and dad have a fight, and when i was away we never did fight ever.
A big part of me misses brisbane.Probably for the only reason that most of my good friends live down there now. But its brisbane. . . and there is something about it that makes me vomit.
Sigh.
I think the next big move will be to Melbourne though.It was going to be egland. But not anymore. straigt to melbourne and no looking back. YAY. I like that idea a lot actually. quite a bit.
The other day my sister added to a light conversation that she finishes school in nine months. in nine months you could get pregnant, and have the kid just atfer grad.
Nice one alice.
My stomach is growling. I think i better eat something before he comes to get me.
sigh.
Ssuch is life.