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Didn't have a computer for the past two weeks or so. Man, that sucks. Now I've lost EVERYTHING. Every single bit of data because not only was my old motherboard fucked but my old harddrives burnt to a crisp as well. But fuggit. I'm drunk right now and I really don't give a fuck. Everything in my life is changing, right now everything sucks. I'm not gonna give up. If I have to cut my hair short, if I have to conform to some bullshit lifestyle I don't fucking care. I'm not giving up. I won't quit. With all the trials and tribulations I've had thrown at me, if I was really a failure I would have killed myself already. I will succeed. I will do what I need to. I have the strength inside of me to be whatever I want to. The one thing I know above anything and everything else is that I can't rely on anyone. I have to rely on myself. I have to do it myself. GED, Schooling, everything. I will pull through, and I will pull it off myself. if I have to wait for the economy to pick up so be it. But I won't give up. I won't fail. I will NOT fail. I know what I want and I will succeed if it kills me. I will succeed.