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All my friendships are fading. Whether they be something personal or something of the internet, I've noticed the strings severing. It feels bad, but it's not enough to make me wallow in self loathing. The only question I can really ask myself is if it's normal, something that happens to everyone.
The lack of a bond with my friends I grew up with is what bothers me the most. We grew apart, even me and Eric. Eric... hell, I thought Eric and I would always be friends. I'm three years older than him, so I actually have known the bugger his entire life. His older brother and I were friends when I was three or so, so knowing Eric too just kind of happened, and we had a better bond than him and Chris.
I think the lack of a social life is getting to me. Robert is a worthless marijuana addicted flake. Eric has other friends. Jeff is in jail. I need to meet some new people.
The lack of a bond with my friends I grew up with is what bothers me the most. We grew apart, even me and Eric. Eric... hell, I thought Eric and I would always be friends. I'm three years older than him, so I actually have known the bugger his entire life. His older brother and I were friends when I was three or so, so knowing Eric too just kind of happened, and we had a better bond than him and Chris.
I think the lack of a social life is getting to me. Robert is a worthless marijuana addicted flake. Eric has other friends. Jeff is in jail. I need to meet some new people.