I'VE UPDATED, ITS A MIRACLE!
Its been so long since I've updated, it really has. I just havent been able to drag myself to this site, sit down and update, does that make me a bad person ? ...probably, yes. But Im here now, so all 4 of you who read this Journal can stop your complaining!! Oh, you werent complaining? never mind then.
I guess I start from the begining then...(I could be really unfunny and quote from Genesis here, but I wont :)
Anyways, I came back from Texas, unharmed (no ass raping by a 20 stone redneck called Bubba). I had a great time, no stress, no strains, unlike last time when I nearly got stomach ulcers because of 2 1/2 weeks of bullshit.
So I land at DFW airport after 14 long hours of traveling (that journey is a killer everytime) and get met by Brandi and her Mom and little brother. After getting hugged to death we head off to her place. We get pizza, watch some TV and chill out, which is all I wanted to do after traveling half way around the globe.
For the next few days we basicly just hang out and relax, which was nice for me to do since I had been working so much on the lead up to going there. My hands were pretty much fucked from working, they were all cut and blistard, not a very pleasent sight. So I ask Brandi if she would rub this cream, that I had, into my hands for me. Of course she starts massaging, one thing leads to another and by the end of the night we end up kissing. Something which I had stated many times I would not let happen! I promised myself I would not get involved with her again, because we all know what happend last time...Broken heart! So I pull back and tell her that should never have happend, so we leave it at that.
Well this happend about 3 more times after this, needless to say I was finding it difficult. To cut a long story short, I made the deicision to go back in June for 3 month to see how things work out. Because the last time all this happend she broke it off with me because she said the distance thing was to hard, so I figure If I take the distance part out of the equation then things should be peachy! Or at least Im hoping anyway. But If I dont take a chance then I'll never know. Ive always been one of those people to sit back and let things happen around me, even if that ment me being misrable in the proccess, well not any more, its time to get up and go do shit that makes me happy!
When I was over there we all went to Sea World in San Antonio, (a long 6 hour drive) me Brandi, Bryan (her brother) and Thomas, some guy her Mom was seeing (until they broke up the day after we came back from there lol. I have to say Sea World was amazing, such a great atmosphere and loads to do. The shows were amazing, very over the top and classic American style.....but still good :) I used my video camera there, probably the first time I've put it to good use since I got it. And I also used my $900 digi camera to take the pictures, which you can see on my webshots site. Its one beast of a camera I gotta say, its the Canon Rebel that I've mentioned about in previous posts.
So, as I said earlier, Im going back there on June 20th for a 3 month stay, to see how things work out. She hasnt got broadband at her appt so Im gona get it installed for her, and also that way I can keep in contact with all you guys.
....More to come at a later date!
I guess I start from the begining then...(I could be really unfunny and quote from Genesis here, but I wont :)
Anyways, I came back from Texas, unharmed (no ass raping by a 20 stone redneck called Bubba). I had a great time, no stress, no strains, unlike last time when I nearly got stomach ulcers because of 2 1/2 weeks of bullshit.
So I land at DFW airport after 14 long hours of traveling (that journey is a killer everytime) and get met by Brandi and her Mom and little brother. After getting hugged to death we head off to her place. We get pizza, watch some TV and chill out, which is all I wanted to do after traveling half way around the globe.
For the next few days we basicly just hang out and relax, which was nice for me to do since I had been working so much on the lead up to going there. My hands were pretty much fucked from working, they were all cut and blistard, not a very pleasent sight. So I ask Brandi if she would rub this cream, that I had, into my hands for me. Of course she starts massaging, one thing leads to another and by the end of the night we end up kissing. Something which I had stated many times I would not let happen! I promised myself I would not get involved with her again, because we all know what happend last time...Broken heart! So I pull back and tell her that should never have happend, so we leave it at that.
Well this happend about 3 more times after this, needless to say I was finding it difficult. To cut a long story short, I made the deicision to go back in June for 3 month to see how things work out. Because the last time all this happend she broke it off with me because she said the distance thing was to hard, so I figure If I take the distance part out of the equation then things should be peachy! Or at least Im hoping anyway. But If I dont take a chance then I'll never know. Ive always been one of those people to sit back and let things happen around me, even if that ment me being misrable in the proccess, well not any more, its time to get up and go do shit that makes me happy!
When I was over there we all went to Sea World in San Antonio, (a long 6 hour drive) me Brandi, Bryan (her brother) and Thomas, some guy her Mom was seeing (until they broke up the day after we came back from there lol. I have to say Sea World was amazing, such a great atmosphere and loads to do. The shows were amazing, very over the top and classic American style.....but still good :) I used my video camera there, probably the first time I've put it to good use since I got it. And I also used my $900 digi camera to take the pictures, which you can see on my webshots site. Its one beast of a camera I gotta say, its the Canon Rebel that I've mentioned about in previous posts.
So, as I said earlier, Im going back there on June 20th for a 3 month stay, to see how things work out. She hasnt got broadband at her appt so Im gona get it installed for her, and also that way I can keep in contact with all you guys.
....More to come at a later date!